Drama Provider

Miraculously Smooth

2012-01-17T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hey guys ! Sorry for not updating. Yeah I've been busy lately. Yes, even though I don't have a job, Im busy too. For example

-had to complete my license
- have to meet my friends
-sleep..

Okay scratch that. But I am busy. Nevertheless, I'm doing very good and in a few days ya'll shall see what I've been up to, hehe.

So I went to my school this morning. Yeah. Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Integrasi Gombak. No matter how much I used to condemn the school, but I am still proud of being a student there. There I was, driving my car to my school (like a boss) I was thinking of waving my hand to the guard or whatever saying I wanted to go to the office. But the guard's head kept bowing down. So I just drove in. So much for security.

I was trying my best to hide my face there, but.. "Hi Kak Sarah !" was heard everywhere I placed my foot on. But still, they still acknowledge me ;') The volleyball team got third place in the regional. Aww, I'm so proud of them !

I was my way home, had a hunch of checking my purse. I was down to RM 4.50. Hmm, really in the need of money. Im doomed, damn it.

You're not being creative like you used to. Come on, you're a left-hander. You're more to your right brain. USE THAT CREATIVITY AND IMAGINATION. Or am I just getting old? Yikes, no. I'm not

True Dat

2012-01-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

This Big Kid

2012-01-05T14:09:00.002+08:00

Good God, what did you eat? !

As you can see, 2012 its the year where we become best friends for 10 years already ! Apart from Imran, we met him around 2007.

Zuhair and I have been in the same class for 7 years, but then got separated when both of us got offered into boarding schools in 2010. Hmm. Like we always did every year on the first day of school;

"How was your first day of school?"

On 2010
"Hey how was your first day?" Me
"Macam pukimak, aku bergaduh dengan budak Kelantan haram mana tah dekat tepi dewan"
Yeahhh, that's the Zuhair I know. Well Good Luck in INTI College. I've been sitting home nowadays. Hmm.

Blow-by-blow news

2012-01-05T13:44:00.000+08:00

On the 2nd January, we had a BBQ at Apez's since he's going to UK on the 4th January. Poor Yazmira, don't worry baby girl, he'll be back okay :) Be strong. His BBQ was great, I met many new people, all the from Ipoh and from here too. Had a great time with Syafiq and some of my friends.

Yeahh, awkward moments too. My ex was there too. Oh kayy, let's skip that. So Apez's house was at Bangi. Yazmira and I thought Bangi was quite near since Apez said it's near to KL. But no, we've been sitting in the car like

"Are we there yet?" Every ten minutes

Hey Apez, be strong okay. I know you'll do great in the United Kingdom. I'll take care of Yaz here aite. Your journey has started, and we're starting ours soon. Good Luck there, all the best :')

ZUHAIR HAS GONE TO INTI COLLEGE, EVERYONE'S WORKING , NOW WHAT ?!?! KILL ME

It's Your First Time

2012-01-01T21:44:00.004+08:00

WAZZUP 2012 ! Hoyeah, finally it's 2012. The year which everyone thinks it's gonna be Armageddon. Bullshit. You people should just eat crackers and kill yourselves. You aint God. Whatever it is, I'm gonna marry first, hehe. Plus, it just so happen that I had the most memorable NYE ever so far.

31st December, I woke up and I was excited to meet my boyfriend at a wedding. It took me 2 hours to get ready. The longer my hair, the longer for me to get ready. Ohkayyy. Wore my white kebaya, and then I was ready to pick up Syafiq and Umar with my sister. As Syafiq got in the car, everyone went silent. Awkwardddd. Well he was just shy. Finally reached the venue. The wedding was lovely. It was Syafiq's friend's sister's wedding. (that's a whole lot of relation) Everything was just nice. We talked, laughed and took pictures. I really enjoyed myself there.

Skip to 8.30pm. Zuhair made a bbq gathering at his place. I had a campfire at my neighbourhood so I was caught up. Dang it. Okay, I was going to be late at Zuhair's. I went to the campfire which my neighbourhood organized and then headed to Zuhair's.

"Hi Zuhair!"
"Hey, you're the first girl who came"

Whatt? I invited like more than 10 girls to Zuhair's bbq, but what the heck. I had fun there, fooled around with them guys. Of course I was laughing like hell because there were Keith, Iskandar, Imraan, Imran, Pecal, Faaidz, Armand, Jimal and Acap. So Imran and I were checking around Faaidz's Galaxy tab which has this robot thing. I dont know what it is. You just say your command and it'll try and help you. Somehow, the robot didn't read what we said, that's the fun part. It'll came out something random.

"Show me Justin Bieber"
"Locate Justin Bieber (pops out a map locating Puchong and Petaling Jaya)" robot
"HAHA now I know Justin Bieber's a Malaysian"

"Fuck you" Imran
"means porn - Hold your horses there ;)" Robot
"Whaaaaaaaaat ?"

So Syafiq called me that he's picking me up at 10.30 to go to KL. We're gonna watch the fireworks there. Yeayyy. I had to wait him at the bus stop which the place was pitch black. Okay I was started to get scared. 3 motorists and 1 car were picking on me , making that annoying noise from their lips, i dont know how it is. I hid behind the poster and prayed that Syafiq would come earlier. Finally he came with Chip.

We parked the car at Setiawangsa and took the train becaue the road to KL will be horribly jam. We reached KL and there were so many people. I was suffocating. God. If killing was legal, I wouldn't have second thoughts. And then 'boom, boom'

FIREWORKKSSS ! Yeayyy, finally got to see the fireworks with Syafiq. 1st January 2012, spent the time watching fireworks with him. After that, we were waiting for Chip and I bummed into Ali, Pecal and all. Hehe.

Extras

Everyone's on a one way road with no way back. No regrets , the story's about to begin

OSCAR

2011-12-30T00:32:00.004+08:00

The Malay College Kuala Kangsar,
Outstanding Sports Curricular Achievement Reward

Syafiq got thattt ! Okay I know you're gonna be mad for posting this, but what the heck, I'm doing it anyway

I love you ! :) xx

Suck It Up

2011-12-29T23:59:00.000+08:00

Hello ! Oh yes, I woke up quite early today because I got my computer test going on. That son of a... OKAY ! Let's skip that first.

So yeah, I took the car keys and went to the driving license institute. Kayy, that was just wrong. But whatever. I couldn't wake my sister up. It's like waking up a hibernating bear, waste of time. Quickly got in the car and rode off. Found a 'parking spot' and just parked there. the hell with the officers around, I was late.

I was walking and then suddenly, a kid was thrown out from a car. In front of my eyes ! I was stunned. Luckily there was not any car behind or else the kid would die. His mum made a turn and somehow the door was open and the kid (like about 7 years old) was thrown out onto the streets and rolled to the sidewalk. I was looking at his mum, she was like all blur. I mean like get real. YOUR KID WAS JUST THROWN OUT FROM YOUR CAR WOMAN ! Too carried away with the incident, I realized I was late, and I ran all the way to the place.

Registered my name and then I met Iskandar and Syamil. They were doing their Amali part. whatever it is. So yeah there came Rara. Somehow, the person who managed the computer test had to send the kids all the way to Danau by trips. Somehow, Rara and I got the last trip. Greattt. So as we walked in the room, okayyy, there were so many people. I was like shit, this is going to take the whole dayyy. Then, Amm came to give his oh-so-support. You gotta get 42 above to past the test, damn it.

"Sarah Hanes!" Receptionist
"Holy f.." Me
"Good Luck Sarah" Amm
"Ya Allah ya Allah tolong aku" Me

It was terrifying ! It was wayyyy worse than SPM I tell ya. After answering all those questions and checked like million times. The scariest part, clicking the 'Result' button. I kept reciting my prayers there over and over and I clicked the button

"ANDA MENDAPAT 40, GAGAL"

MOTHER F ?! 2 more, you #&@!# !! I feel like smacking the computer off. What pissed me off even more..

"Hello, you have to pay RM40 more for your next test" t(-.-t)

Somehow, Rara failed too ! Both of us failed. Greatttt. So we got so fucked up and went to 7Eleven. We grabbed on some junkies and of course, slurpees then headed to Nini's. After that, we went to Zuhair's and just hang around there. Played with his cat DD !

Hari Kecermerlangan Sekolah Berasrama Penuh Kali ke- 38

2011-12-28T17:01:00.000+08:00

Or as known as, HKSBP. So this year, this event was held at Tunku Kurshiah College, Seremban.
I don't know, I feel like doing this post because I think I really enjoyed my time there.

When I first got into a boarding school I was like "Huh, HKSBP?" Yes everything was all new. My second year in boarding school, only then I knew that this event is a privilege one. Fortunately, I made into the school's debate them. Lucky for me, this year's debate was held nationally without having to go through the regions and such. I was lucky I got to go straight to the National level of HKSBP.

There, the adventure begins. I was still oblivious with everything, or as you call it ; Noob. My team was placed in the same dorm with the Sekolah Tun Fatimah's basketball team. Okay, that was my mum's school. Like I always said to myself;

"Y DIDNT I CHOOSE STF ?!?!"

We made through the rounds, won all the three matches and we were in the rage for the next. Unfortunately, luck was not on out side against SMS Selangor in the fight to make it to the Quarter. Well let's not talk about it here.

I was not really into the competitive fever that much, since I met a whole lot of new people. Funny thing, I met my old friend where she shouted and hugged me when I was walking around TKC. Good times.

The peak of the event, the closure. Oh yes it was very exciting. The last basketball match The Malay College Kuala Kangsar against Sekolah Dato' Abdul Rahman. Of course, MCKK won. And guess who got the Most Valuable Player, hehe. It was a glorious day for MCKK.

People would say "OMG, you guys met at HKSBP?"
Truth is, I never knew he existed during the whole event until he came up to the stage and got the title of MVP. Because, back then, I was still with my ex. Duhh, and my ex was there too, cheering for the MC's Cagers basketball team. Hmm.

"...and the MVP goes to, Cager's No. 11" emcee
"Wow, he must be great in basketball" Me

Funny thing, he's my boyfriend now and I still can't believe he was the guy who went up on stage for MVP. Syafiq Ihsan :)

Pieces to the Puzzles of My Life

2011-12-28T14:45:00.002+08:00

Making my way to Pavillion, and the best part was, there was this couple who wore the exact same attire. I mean like, the shirt you're wearing now, it's like buy one free one. Even the pants and the sneakers. Just can't hold my laugh that long, I just had to have a little giggle in the train sitting in front of them.
You guys are partners, not twins, sheesh.

Like some of you guys who knew, Yes my life is getting back into track. Everything's going beautiful. Finally, I got to meet my boyfriend (yeayy!) and we watched Ombak Rindu. Well I watched it for the second time. We had lunch at Madam Kwan's and just hung out at Starbucks.

Starbucks were fun. Stalking people on facebook, played 'Air Hockey' on his ipod which we laughed like total idiots regardless of people kept staring at us. We met Afiz and Yaz, awwww they were so sweet :) Yeah I borrowed my boyfriend's ipod because he forced me to watch A Walk to Remember. He said the story was so sad. And I was like : Is it really that sad or whattt ?!

"Mandy Moore, y u died ?!?!?!"

"Omg, did he really cry? Hehe. I know Im not.."

AFTER THE MOVIE..

Okay so whatever, I cried. IT WAS SO SAD. Yes, I am lame because I just watched it. Tomorrow is my computer testfor my license, which me luck ! xx

Refresh Refresh

2011-12-26T19:35:00.000+08:00

Okay hi guys! Well Im back again, and yes yes I've told you to update my blog. I thought I would have the time in the world, but.. okay scratch that.
So yeah NOW IM BACK. SPM was awesome, I answered ALL, i mean even the optional ones, hihi.

So far I've nothing to tell yet, well of course I do have something to tell, but em it's just too many>

Let's start tomorrow okay? :)

I'm There, Look Out

2011-10-20T17:19:00.002+08:00

SPM IS LESS THAN 21 DAYS.

OH YES. And you'll see this blog is coming back to life. Oh yes, I've been thinking about my first post. My fingers are tingling ;)

My life just can't get any better, and it keeps getting better.

Stay tune.

Beat the drums away

2011-06-01T13:51:00.010+08:00

Oh hi Sarah how are you? Ahh fuck it, you've been abandoning this blog of yours.

Well IM SORRY, Im in a damned boarding school and I dont even have the time in doing anything. Plus with the oh-so-fast wirelesss connection, how the hell am I gonna update this?
If I could update, what should I post about? There's nothing interesting in my boarding school. Well to me, there's nothing. Okay skip that. Really miss all the adventures I've had during the golden times ey. Don't worry, it'll come back right after SPM!

Let's talk a bit about yesterday (31st May 2011)
Ah yes, the last day of May. What should I do.

Sarah: Let's go watch a movie
Iylia : Kung Fu Panda 2, NOT INSIDOUS
Sarah: Dangg, you're just like Zuhair

I picked Iylia up at 1.15 and the movie starts at 1.20pm. Greatttt. It was 1.40 when we reached Wangsa Walk

"Kung Fu Panda 2, 1.20pm; SOLD"

Wow, this is life.

Iylia: Let's go to Galaxy Ampang
Sarah: I dont know the way
Iylia: I THINK I know
Sarah: *well she thinks..

So we were really hungry! Planned on everywhere to eat, then it came to Oldtown. Okay both agreed! But you know how's the parking at Ampang Point area during lunch time area right? You feel like going out of the car and smash the cars in the parking lot with a bat. It's so damn hard to find one.

When you find one it's like the lights from heaven shone on your blessed soul. So yeah I got 'dem lights shone on me, I got one parking spot.

Called Zuhair up maybe he wanted to tag us along, but he's crashing over at Imran. Done with the lunch off we go to Galaxy Ampang. Okay, funny storywe lost our way. We were circling around Ampang there and had to stop at this one place so that Iylia could call Nadzmi for directions. Then came an Indian guy knocking on my window

(Talking on a low tone)
Sarah: WEH ACID MAN KE?!
Iylia: Aku cuak
Sarah: Oh tak lah! Dia kata nak reverse ke tak, haish
Iylia *breathing rapidly

See ,this Acid man thing is really changing the mindset of the whole nation towards Indian guys! So what, you're gonna wear a mask whenever you're confronting with your Indian teacher?!
So it was official, we were lost. Fed up and head to Breadties for Macaroons! (yeay) and head to Imran. finally at Imran's, played with his Ipad, just chilling around with his fat cat, Cinta.

Ddee: Cendol jom!
Sarah: Cun

We went for a cendol, and Ddee, Acap and Jimal came. Played the LemeLeme app on Ddee's Ipod Touch, hehe it was so fun! Time to head back. Had to send Iylia so Acap and Jimal tagged along. Acap showed me the 'other' way to beat the traffic. Wow I feel so lame. But yes, I've added some street smarts here baby! But not as expert as Acap, he even knows the other way o go all the way to KL without using the highway. Dang. So yesterday was tired but fun!

Reached home got scolded by my parents because my phone went dead. Yeay, so that's life errbody!

Extras

What happened to us? I doubt we can stick together for that long. Only some of us are. Miss the old times.

I'll wait

2011-03-05T20:18:00.003+08:00

Want you to make me feel
Like I'm the only girl in the world
Like I'm the only one you'll ever love
Like I'm the only one who knows your heart
Cause Im the only one who understand

How to make you feel like a man

WNS

Oh My,

2010-11-29T18:29:00.004+08:00

You know you're very special. You're just too perfect. Oh how can this world live without you. You're my inspiration, you're my strength and you're my everything.

Please stay. Always stay baby
xx

Calon Sijil Pelajaran Malaysia 2010

2010-11-23T00:02:00.004+08:00

A VERY GOODLUCK TO ALL SPM CANDIDATES 2010

ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR EXAM, TRUST YOURSELF AND EVERYTHING'S GONNA BE FINE!

Sincerely,

Sarah Hanes

Got BRAVE On My Necklace

2010-11-22T22:43:00.005+08:00

Went to Damai last night with Ddee, Mirul and Acap. Nabila was suppose to be there, somehow she fell asleep! NICE! We called and called -,- It's been so long and Im back. Dangg, i didn't have enough sleep. I slept at 4.30 am

Hey Hey Malaysia! Supposedly I should have my breakfast with Kadir but somehow I woke up at 10 am! I was so sleepy. and there's 2 texts asking me to wake up *wow, it's like I have my personal assistant. I promised my boarding schoolmates we'll have the bowling training at 11 (Yeah i know right, I socialize with those boarding school kids) I got dressed and all as fast as I could. Took the car keys and VROOM! Im out.

So yeah I got there and played a few games. Guess what, I lost against them, in all the games! Im so lame, heh.

Text from Kadir
"Thanks for the breakfast just now. bye"
"Kadir! Im sorry i fell asleep. Okay, ill pick you up after this, we'll have lunch"

I met Emma and Faqrull Imran. I went to Popeye's since Nabila works there. I thought of stopping by. Funny thing, she acts like she owns the restaurant. She kept talking to me eventhough the manager kept calling her to get back to work.

So I went to pick up Kadir and we had lunch at Secret Recipe, Taman Melati. It was his treat, thanks Kadir. Then we went back to Melawati, feel like hanging around. We went to Bukit G, talked and talked and Kadir had his nap there. OHKAYYY. Then I dropped him off to Ampang.
I am bored. Called Zuhair
"Im crashing over"

Well I had my nap there, oh felt nice. I wanted to go to the gym with Jim

(haha it rhymes) but somehow he has errands to run. So I called Ed for a jog and Zuhair, Nabila and Emi tagged along too. Everyone got in the car to pick up Ed but then!
"What's that burning smell?" Me
"What? I was playing with the matchstick" Nabila

"Dude no! Dont you smell that reek? OMG" Zuhair
"I stepped on some shit!"

"MY CAR!"
"Open up the windows! air air air" Emi

But somehow, we kept laughing all the way in the car.
Nabila called Myra for her help. She needs to clean it up. Okay. Plus she's not going jogging, so the four of us gone jogging. Seriously man, I've lost all

of my stamina. Fitness- gone! Nab called

"Err, what does your car sounds when it starts?" Nab
"Normal sound! Grr, vroom?"

So there's a problem with my car, damn it. Farouq had to take pick up. Oh god, oh shit, my car's dead. How the hell am I gonna to send Ed back home. We have the jumper, but no one knows how to do the jumpstart. Greattt. Basically we were thinking of a plan more than doing actions with the hood of the car wide open using a stick. And there's a kid laughed that my car used a stick to open up the hood. Go die little kid.

Text from Kadir

"I have only 50% chance of survival" Kadir

"WHAT?!"
"I dont have the transport back"

"My car broke down"

"Okay, I have 0% chance of survival"

Luckily emi got brought her car. I paid Ed cab fares (So sorry Ed!) and emi sent me back home. Me and my dad went back to the place and tried to get the car back. Did the jumpstart thingy, and it livesssss! THANK GOD.

Text from Kadir

"I walked all the way from Amppang to Melawati"

"Why didnt you take the cab dummy?!"

"I have no fuckin' money!"

Extras

When you think he's the one, and only one. Yeah he is, and he can be. But tomorrow, no more. Nothing. We can never expect what's in front of us. This world is too wide and too big for us to hold and control it ourselves. It's just too much to juggle

Take It Slow

2010-11-21T18:32:00.004+08:00

Hey, I woke up at 4pm. I knoww right, my mum kept telling me I'm like a guy because:

- I love going out
- I love going to mamak

- I ride the GTR
- I sleep on the couch

Ohkayyy, but a guy doesn't wear heels and make-ups.

Duh.

Well Im surprised, it's a very hectic Sunday. I woke up and there's 3 missed calls and 5 texts. I was like, what the fuck, it's a goddamn Sunday. So many things going on. But I'm not going to any. Im not having the mood. Plus I lost my coloured lenses, shit. It's okay, i'll get back to track tonight. Damai with the main four <3

*hurry up Sarah, when is the real adventure starts?

Extras

Ever feel so fucked up?

Hold up, sit back and escape everything. Nothing's better than just you and yourself.

Up Up Here We Go

2010-11-20T11:50:00.004+08:00

HEY ERRBODY! Dang it's been 5 months?! OH well. Time flies and next year Im gonna have the horror year, SPM. But can't wait till it's finish! PARTAYYYY.

Wow 5 months ey? Oh too much, too much stories.
Well yeah I'm still at that boarding school Yeah I can go back to Melawati, but somehow, it's just another year, so what the heck. Plus, Im looking forward for my future.

Oh yeah Farid broke up with me. And I got this new Boyfriend, Syazrul from St John. Yeah we broke up too. WHAT A LIFE EH, FML. Oh yeah and there's also this clingy anonymous kept stalking and bitching about me at Formspring, haha that's even more pathetic. So now, it's better be single. I just cant take this anymore. I have my friends, and
my friends are my family.

So Im giving a sneak peak that Im back to blogging since this school hols! Well i cant accumalte what have been going on the past 5 months, heh. Plus, I got the car back again, FUCK YEAH.

And brace yourself, the show's about to begin.
Come and fly with me.

Extras

Everyone has an adventure in them, explore it and ignite! Life is like a drawing without an eraser. Make yourself a s colourful as possible because I know I am.

Brace Yourself For The Oncoming

2010-06-20T09:49:00.004+08:00

HOW CAN I SLIT A TIME NOW?
DAMN IT.
WAIT ME FOR TWO YEARS MORE IF YOU CAN.

Take My Hand and Follow Me

2010-05-09T13:49:00.003+08:00

Hmm, now I'm making my time to blog. Finally. Unfortunately, I lost a those tons of stories I wanted to tell. So I'll just dig up any stories that pops up in my mind.

As you all know, I hate my current school and I still am. Currently, my school is having visitors all over. 12 year old Thailand students around 30 pupil are staying here in our school regarding to this program thingy. They'll be studying here for 6 years! My goodness, even I can't even survive my school which is ten minutes away from my home. And last two days the genesys students came around hundreds of them, I didn't count. These students are among the 2 top students in Japan language of their school which will go to Japan for this program thingy too. Based on all of this, I never knew all of this International school-to-school stuff during my normal high-school days in Melawati. I was kinda, impressed by all this.

So there was an annoucement;
"Anyone who's interested of going to Indonesia, please proceed to the lobby for further info"
"NAUFAL! Hey you wanna go to Indon? Come on, looks like fun."
"What are we going there for?"
'I don't know, we'll just ask the teacher. I can check out those cute jakarta guys like in those Sinetron"

"Teacher, is this the trip to Indon thingy, so what are we going to do there?"
"Oh we'll be learning on how they learn Arab languange in a hut, like a modern hut" teacher
"Errrrrrrrrrr..." Naufal
"(my jaws dropped)" Me
"Okay teacher, let us think about it first (heading out)"

"OH GOD NAUFAL! RUN! I don't wanna go!"
"I told you, HAHAHA. Go on, you were so eager to go, go on and learn Arab"
"Okay okay, laugh it up"

Oh man, I really miss SMK Taman Melawati, I feel like an outsider around my friends. Okay moving on, I'm wearing braces now! Now just wait for my winning smile in another 2 years! Woo hoo.

Extras

Like I said, as time goes by, things change. Everyone has their own ways, partly. Then, completely. Try and make the bond back together, like we used to. Can't you feel all those around? You'll realize it at some point. Go on as far as you can.

Making Minutes

2010-05-02T15:42:00.003+08:00

HOLD ON, HOLD ON. DON'T LOSE.

I'M STILL HERE. AND MY BLOG IS NOT DEAD. I'M KEEPING MY TRACKS ON. xx

formspring.me

2010-03-19T21:36:00.001+08:00

Try me, http://formspring.me/sarahanes

We Can Obligate This

2010-03-12T21:36:00.003+08:00

It's been a month I guess? And yeah, I'm still in my boarding school. Fyi, my current school got No.3 in Malaysia for SPM. Well, that's something I can be proud of. So moving on, I should tell you more on my activities at my school. But of course, everything went blank. I need to jot down my activities there, I'll put that in my mind. (I hope)

Let's talk about today.
I got up at 11.30 and dressed up to meet my peeps at Melawati around 12.45. We went to anjung for cendol. We talked and talked and talked. Oh and Naim knew one of my friend's here in SBPI. What a small world. A few minutes after that, Shahriel came. And there goes all the sarcasm and teasing around us. I said Hi to Shahriel and shook his hand since he said I didn't talk to him. Nabila recorded everything back there and slipped in some teasing along the way.

After dropping Nabila home, I went to Ninis' while waiting for Farid to finish solat jumaat. I was about 15 minutes at Nini's, Farid called. Haih, that's just nice -,- I went straight to Farids'

"Hey, my parents are still at the hotel. Let's take the car"
"WOO HOO! I'm in"
We went to Oldtown Gombak since I was hungry. Of course we did gossiping, Farid likes to gossip. So on the way back, ah yes, Farid's mum called;

"(with my oh-so-innocent voice) Hello, yes aunty?"
"Hey Sarah, is Farid with you now?"
"Err, no aunty, I'm with my sister now. She just got back from Pilah"
"Oh okay. Farid took the car again, my goodness. Could you call him and tell me where he is?"
"Oh sure aunty"

Text: Aunty, I called Farid. He went to Shajayan for a drink.
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Farid and I

We went back to Farid's. Then;
"Sarah, Maya now, I'm here" Nabila

On the spot, Farid and I took the scooter and went to Maya since he parked the car in already. We reached there but there was no seat for us outside so we sat inside. One shisha for two. What a day. About and hour there, both of us took off. I sent Farid home and I went straight home.

Stop Hoping For Now

2010-02-16T01:26:00.004+08:00

Wow, It's been like almost a month? Is it? How time flies. As you can see, I can't update my blog frequently because

I'M IN BOARDING SCHOOL, DAMN IT

I've been going to my new school for about 2 weeks. On my first night there, I went to see the disciplinary teacher;
"Teacher, I want the form to transfer back to my school, ASAP"

And there goes the lecturing and talking and crying. It's not that I'm homesick, seriously. It's the culture! I was culture shock. I mean, the drastic change of culture from Melawati to this boarding school. The students are among the religious type and look at me, do I look like the religious type? No right?

And the girls always hang with the girls. You know I'm more to hanging out with the boys. Luckily I found a few like me. Man it's hard to find. But somehow, I looked back, after attending my classes as normal, the kids were okay. Seriously, they're fun. I've been misjudging them. Plus, there's also more advanced. Wow. But life in a boarding school is friggin' tired.

Phones are hardly forbidden there, but what the heck. I still brought mine. I have to be careful when I wanted to start to trust anyone because there, everyone can be the teacher's pet. One day, this one dummy intern said to the seniors during the Seniors-Form 4 Interns meeting
"Miss, what about the old form 4's who brought their phone?"

I was like, what the fuck? You're dead meat. I ran to my friend, Aisyah
"There's an intern blew the whole secret about phones"

The next day, the whole batch boycott that intern kid. The was stressed-out and started crying to the disciplinary teacher. A few days after, the whole old form 4's student were call by the warden. That's it, the chips had fall where they may. Everyone got busted. The warden came to me in the class;
"You're Sarah Hanes right?" Teacher
"Yeah?"
"I want your phone now"
"Err, I didn't bring mine"
"See Puan Aini after this"

But of course, I ran and didn't meet Puan Aini. I covered my face when the Warden was patrolling.

Extras

This thing is small but you kept making it bigger and bigger. I see through you but I don't buy you now. Bluff bluff, that's how you roll and you're realizing everything now. Snap out of it.

Let This Worry Out

2010-01-26T19:40:00.004+08:00

I was absent yesterday because I was so lazy and I did my own adventure too yesterday. I'll tell about it later. Since i was absent yesterday, I have no idea what happened. I mean homeworks, the fun stuff and all. I came to school like a total blank.

(This is my man, Joelle!)

The main headline- Biology's Lab Report!
"What are you doing Jolle?" Me
"Biology's lab report, have you done?" Joelle
"Err, is there any work? I didn't even bring the book" Me
"HAIYA! You're so dead lah Sarah! yesterday the teacher was hitting the roof with all of us. We've never seen her that furious" Joelle
"Ahhh, chill, I'm going out next week (don't panic sarah, don't panic)" Me
"Even Wee gave the same excuse he was scolded badly. Aiya" Joelle

"You haven't done it? God, you're gonna have to get same award winning excuse for that, you're dead" Imran
"Hey! What's with all the pressure!" Me

All of the sudden, during Agama, i was so sleepy and my eyes were closed then opened. My head kept falling up and down. Yes! Recess! I didn't go down, but instead I slept for ten minutes and came the prefects to burst my bubble. Somehow I have to go down. After recess, I was fooling around the block. Walking back and forth meeting my friends. They're like my support to keep on living. I love all of my friends. But I'm gonna leave them next week. I love you guys. No other people can replace all of my friends.

End of emotions. Mohana's not coming in for about a month now. Everyone was busy with the Lab Report.
"(Okay Sarah, you're starting to panic. DON'T PANIC! Too late, you're panicking)"
"Fikri, I mean, the teacher wasn't so furious right?" Me
"She was, I mean she took my book, scold me and threw my book away!" Fikri
"Okay, thanks for your help -,-"

Oh my god! Siti Khadijah fainted! What a coincidence, it was during Biology. The incident was settle about 20 minutes. Oh yes, came Zuhair to break other of my functional bones as usual. I was a bit relieved, the teacher didn't ask about the lab report. Phew (well, for now)
"Okay, class, I'm going to check on your reports now"
"(GULP)"
--She starts calling out names
"......Muhammad Izzham, Fikri hakim, and Yazmira"
"(THANK GODDD! I love youuu)"

While he was cheking on the reports, I was jumping around places. Luckily, I made it through Biology! School's over and there's something going on between me Shahriel. Oh yes, Shahriel Hanifah finally talked to me. About what? HAHA, I know you guys are dying to know. Let it be a mystery among us. Until next time.

Brainfood For All

2010-01-16T18:15:00.000+08:00

So today is Saturday, my first day to Kasturi, hehe. I'm so excited! I woke up at 8.45 am and you know I always get ready like an one hour or more. I was supposed to take EST but I forgot when it starts. I asked Farid and he said he forgot it too. Well, that's just great.

I got to Wangsa Maju and met Farid there. Woo hoo, we got the new train with the four coaches. I was rushing but Farid kept saying he's hungry and hungry. Fine, just buy some bread at the station later. HURRY FARID! I got into Kasturi at 10.40 and EST started 20 minutes ago!
"Farid, should I go in?"
"Well 20 minutes late is just unacceptable, im hungry, let's go"
"Fine, you win, let's eat at Oldtown"
"Yeayyyyyyy, your treat?"
"Yes yes"

So we got to Oldtown and had breakfast. We have Add Maths at 12. Well Mr. How, our teacher made Add Maths so simple. Somehow, Farid didn't understand just one thing and he was pointing at the whiteboard. I was about to say don't point, the teacher's gonna attack you! Ops, IT'S TOO LATE!
"Yes sir, what's your problem?" Mr How
"Oh shoot *whisper" Farid

The teacher was more into couples stuff and lovey dovey thingy. After Farid's explanation, the teacher said;
"See, you didn't pay attention, I know you have your girlfriend next to you but you can just pay attention bla bla bla" Mr How
"Damn it, shit"

I was likee, what the hell? He was teasing me and Farid throughout the class! I was turning red! I can turn into deeper red if there's a deeper red! The teacher even said;
"Okay look here brother, you have to eliminate this symbol. I mean, you're going out on a date with your girl and I'm holding you back. Of course you want to eliminate me so it's easy for you to come to her house"
What the fucckkkkk? I took my book, and covered my face.

Finally, Kasturi ended! Again, Farid wants to eat. He has a very big storage in his belly i think. We went to Mcd Petaling Street. We talked talked talked and went home after that. Woo hoo, I got a new hairdryer (Yes, I can be very overjoyed)

Extras

This is JIMBY AND ZUHAIR! Squirrel reminds me of Jimby while violence reminds me of Zuhair. I love you manwhores. Both of them don't have the guts to fight me, that's why I call them my gays.

E is Going To Be Always Here

2010-01-15T17:00:00.000+08:00

I GOT INTO A BOARDING SCHOOL IN SBPI GOMBAK
(KILL ME!)

So this is how it goes. Today is the last day Ereen's here in SMK Taman Melawati. Poor Ereen, she cried during recess. I'm going to miss Ereen, but somehow my new house is ridiculously near to her house in Ulu Langat, haha.

Nini planned to surprise Ereen at KFC, as she has no idea about this because Ereen was busy inviting everyone to Seri Maya. After school I went straight home and dressed up to go. Nini said to be there 2pm sharp and it's already 2.30! Shit. Fuh, luckily I got this one cab. I was just on time. After a few minutes, Ereen came. She cried! TEARS OF JOY.

The guys were stupid, as the second Ereen came, they all ravaged all the chickens first. I was having fun and all, laughing and snapping pictures, then a text message;
"Adik, Congrattss! You got SBPI Gombak! The results are in, just wait for the official letter" Mummy

I was like, Whaaaaaat? Why so soon?! Great! Now there's two people leaving. Everyone kept saying congratulations, but I felt like I want to cry. Thank you for bursting my bubbles.

After the little farewell party, the real party starts at Seri Maya. I went to Seri Maya first with Zuhair and Kamil. Then came the others. There were so many of us, so many! (Somehow Haidar's camera doesn't have my picture!) But my head kept thinking about the stupid boarding school so I headed home early.

I felt so bad leaving Ereen there. So I don't care. It was 7.45 pm and I called Ereen;
"Where are you?"
"I'm at Nini's" Ereen
"I'm coming now! I don't care"
My scooter was at the workshop so I took my GTR wearing my hideous Bandung T-Shirt and sped off to Nini's. I hung out there with them. Gossiping and laughing. I felt so peaceful. Later at that night around 11.30, there's a conflict. Serious conflict. Well well, it seems no one knows except for Emilia, Nini, Yud, Ereen and Bayin.

Extras, especially for Ereen

Ereen on the left with Yazmira, somehow I didn't have any pictures with her ;(

Ereen, take care over there. Don't be naughty or whatsoever. Don't worry, there a really big chance I'm going to move there soon. We can say hi everyday or even better, I'll wake up in the morning feeling like P.Diddy and open the windows and say "Mornin' Ereen Faris!"

Walk and Figure It Out

2010-01-12T22:22:00.000+08:00

I came to school early nowadays. I don’t know why. I was sitting at the place where we all usually hang out before going into class. Here comes Rohana, our discipline teacher, blowing her whistle and asking us to move like a herd of cows. That’s just plain great. I got into my class and as my routine I went to Zuhair’s class just to say Hi to him even if I know his response will be
“Go away” or
“What’s your problem woman?”
Oh Zuhair, you’re full of surprises (EWW)

Damn it, my class finished at 2 pm! I need to go to Kasturi to register because I still haven’t registered yet. So I called Farid, he’s still in school, he’ll be out at 2.30. The bus came at 2.20! Oh god. I rushed all the way to Majid Jamek. Oh there’s Farid. Then I met Amal, she was going to her Grandma’s house (aww) Farid and I headed to Pasar Seni and finally registered ourselves. The receptionist was harsh on Farid. I laughed, haha because the receptionist was nice to me, hehe.

Uncle Saufi (my boss) called. I answered and he was playing around at first. He said the money is in! We are getting our paychecks! Woo hoo!

Oh yes, Jimal called to bring along Farid to school. He misses Farid alott (Such gaylords) We got back to Wangsa Maju and went to Oldtown at Jaya Jusco while waiting for Jimal to arrive to school. Half an hour after that, we went to my school. Finally, we walked to school and there was Jimal. I saw his so so eager face when he saw Farid and hugged him (Wow, they do sound like gays)
“Well, well, here’s comes the VI boy to Melawati!”

We walked to Urban but made a quick stop at Zuhair’s to pick him up to go to Urban too. There’s football there. Farid was tempted looking at the game. But he was wearing his uniform, he can’t play. After that, Farid and I took a cab. I dropped Farid off and then went home. On the way home, the cab driver was very friendly. He said;
“Your English is very good”
“Hah? Ye ke?” (Yes Sarah, he just compliment on your English and you replied in Malay -,-)

He meant, it’s very rare to watch malay students speaking English. He prefers English to be corporated everyday as our easy language. He was very friendly and he gave me discounts for the fare. Aww, that’s so nice of him! I got out of the cab and said “Hope to see you soon” he replied “Insya- Allah” and he’s Chinese. He rode off. And the mystery keeps going on (What the f?)

Tell Me You're On

2010-01-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

Well as usual, normal day normal school. Get outta of this school Sarah. But no, I love my friends. But however, some of us are going to transfer out soon. Man, I hate goodbyes.

In my class, well I kept picking on Christopher because it’s just fun picking on him. He’s just my little dog. Or is he my bitch? Your pick Chrissytopher. At first I didn’t completely understand Physics, but after a few lessons;
“WOW, just like peanuts!”

“GUYS! Mohana is coming! No EST! We all can go home early today! Let’s dance!”
I was like, oh god I beg you, please don’t this be a rumour. I’ll be good, please. It’s really true, Mohana’s not coming. Man, I slept like a baby during her period.

Jimal was sulking with me because I said I might not come to Sri Maya today. I took a piece of paper and wrote ‘Ilhami Shariman Bin Shukor’ repeatedly, followed by ‘Jimby’ followed by ‘Jumpa Kader at 3pm’ and lastly ‘I’m sorry’. All repeatedly (Haih, you better appreciate it Jimal) I made it more like an envelope so the address was;
No.? Near Ed’s house,
Jalan? Wangsa Maju,
68100, Ampang
(I didn’t know his address)

Around 3, I asked Adam to drop me off at Zuhair because I’m going to Maya with him. Don and Fahmi joined us. My goodness, both of them cracked me up like hell. I can’t stop laughing. The best part, Jimal texted “I can’t come to Maya, I’ve errands to do, sorry” I was so yeayyyyyy (not)

Then came Naim. He’s new from Sri Gombak. He showed us this game called Asassin. The game was hilarious. Maybe I’ll post on my other blog how the game works. The game was so funny and we were making hell of a noise. Until the manager personally had to shut our pie holes up. We head home around 6.30 pm and I took my motor and had my dinner somewhere around J until 8 pm.

Extras

Should you ignore someone who's trying to pick themselves up and get back on the right game?

I Announce to Rule The Empire

2010-01-06T22:00:00.006+08:00

As usual, I woke up at 6 as I snoozed my alarm for 15 minutes. I got to school and yes we had assembly on Wednesday because it's been raining on Monday and Tuesday. Well today was a bit spiced up.

Since Faqrull Imran had tranfer to 4 Waja, I've been bugging Christopher the whole time. Yeayyyy. Iskandar came into my class;
"Hey, my mum's trying to get me into King George V" Is
"Hah?! What's that?"
"Boarding school, in Seremban"
"Oh my god! That is so cool. The school's name is so handsome, just like Victoria Institution"

I was so excited and I decided to jot down a couple of 'King George V' on my palm. So I share my excitement with Christopher
"CHRISST! I'm going to a boarding school here! *showing my palm"
"HAHAHA, you're going into that school? (sarcastically)"
"Yeahhh, why? You think I can't get myself in there huh?"
"HAHAHAHA, suit yourself Sarah. "
"Damn it!"

The teacher asked me to pull the table towards the middle and my table came nearer to Chris. I was like
"Heyyy Chris, I'm gonna sit here everyday, next to you, talk to you and bugging you until I'm 17! Yeayy. But unfortunately I'm gonna go to KGV (it's just my fantasy)"
"Oh mannn no! Okay Sarah, go to KGV, go to KGV soon and hurry!"
(So technically KGV is not a boarding school, it's a Cluster school like VI. Check out KGV's website!)

Oh it's recess! As usual, Zuhair's routine, bullying me until I cried for mercy. His work is accompanied by Edreen, Jimal, Faaidz and Ddee. Again, he pulled my hand to the back as if he wanted to broke my arms and push me to bend over the bench. Faaidz and Jimal flicked my legs! I shouted and they released me. Then I said "Is that best you got?" And you get my next point. I RAN!

Fikri came saying there's a spotcheck going on! I hid my phone. Phew, for now. The teacher came in
"Okay, pull out your handphones, make ups, cigarettes or other restricted items now before we head over to check your bags"
I brought my perfume and Sunsilk conditioner because I'm going to Kasturi after this. You ain't getting my Lancome. Suddenly, oh shoot! Shahriel gave my other phone today and how convenient that's the spotcheck is today. Greattt. I don't know what I was thinking so I handed over the other phone. It's was my most stupid mistake because the teacher didn't check the bag at all!

After EST, I went straight to the counseling room. I searched for the teacher who confiscated my phone. I told him
"TEACHER! My friend gave me that phone today! You can't blame me for that. I didn't bring a phone today (yeah right). Here, check my bag"
"Yes I know I know, I believe you"
"(Woah, he believed me, hehe)"

After the negotiation, he said
"What's that on your neck ey?"
"Okay teacher, I know you're thinking it's a lovebite but no. I got bit by bedbugs, see *swoing my arms"
"Haha, okay"

Extras

Strip off your old skin and prepare to embrace for a new glow of strength.

Imma Take Your Spirit

2010-01-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

Hey hey, how was your first day at school? that's my favourite phrase to Zuhair every year when school starts. We'll both laugh about it, HAHA, it's an inside thing. For the first time, I'm not in the same class with Zuhair this year since we were 8 years old!

I got the first class, 4 Maju. Oh god, with all the brainiacs? I have to compete with them those insane geniuses! I can bet I'll be on the bottom of the list on every test. Yeayyyyy -,-

Of course, on the first day of school, it was more like a reunion, lots of screaming and hugging.
(Technically, I'm getting very forgetful now)
In the hall. Wow, Rara did red highlights like WOAH. But of course, the teacher was being so uncool. Hey red is in teachers! Poor Rara.

Funny thing, I applied for 4 Efektif. The teacher was calling the names of 4 Maju's student. And then the teacher called out;
"Saraaaaa..." *heartbeat heartbeat heartbeat heartbeat
"Sara Yeow" (I am so relieved!)
"Next, Sarah Hanes" (YES! there goes my hope)
"HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!" Rara
So most of my friends laughed when I was walking to line up. What a day.

I got into my class and I was feeling like a jet-lag. I went from class after class. Some love their class and some hate their class, like so much. Most of us are in 4 Tekun and 4 Waja. Lucky you guys. On the first day I have Physics homework. How cool is my class?! (Kill me) Mostly I spare my time sleeping.

My first time learning Physics, my reaction was most likely- WATTAFAK!

I'm not sure why I got bullied by Zuhair, Jimal, Edreen, Imraan and Faqrull Imran like all the time. Usually it will start when I'll talk to Zuhair and he decided to pull my hand all the way back, he was trying to break my hands. But mannnn, he was to weak to do. Sorry Zuhair. Jimal also, he tapped my head! Don't you find tapping heads is funny? I mean "Tepuk kepala" not "Sepak kepala"

Extras

As the world is spinning round, I try to spin mine the other way around and colour it up. Wouldn't that be something?

Hands Are Shaking Cold

2010-01-01T22:50:00.005+08:00

Yeah Yeah everyone's been buzzing around with the 2010. Well of course;

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY! IT'S 2010!

I don't talk much now. I've lying around the couch like a sack of potatoes since my scooter broke down. (Oh I hate you)

Let me summarize what I've been throughout the year so bare with me here;
- I almost got kill
- I was a victim of a petty theft, TWICE
- I've through break ups
- I cried a lott over stupid pranks thanks to Imraan and Edreen and others
- I finished PMR (Phew)
- I got my M.A.C! (Cheers man)

Well of course there's a whole lot more, because it's just too scandalous to tell *grr Let some things be left mystery. Ain't that right fellas?

Maybe my blog will bounce back during this school days because there, my activities wiill be back on track babeh! And I don't have to take any big test this year.

I'm gonna tell you today a whole lot about my sister. I don't know, I've been sticking with her lately (eww)
Even though she treated me like a slave, and the weird thing is, I followed her words. That's just plain stupid Sarah. So yeah whatever.

Yesterday Nadia's having a New Year's Eve Party. Mannn I wanted to go. But cab drivers wanted to celebrate too, isn't that right lover boy? So i had to follow my mum to the playground for a celebration with all the neighbours. To me, it's the celebration of the old peoples. Luckily Adam was there.

My sister planned to go to Andalus with me later that night. Well of course, I didn't put my hopes too high because I know, somehow, it's not gonna happen. Hello it's Nissa. So yeah. And dude, I was right, then Aisyah asked her to go to Putrajaya. Yeayyyyy -,- My sister invited me too, but I was like
"What the fuck? I'm not gonna hang out with your friends"
Instead I went to Adam's house. Played games, gossiped like girls, played guitar and watching youtube. Then we went out to watch the fireworks.

Today we all went to McD and then head to Ampang Putri because my sister's gum was bleeding continuously and my mum said that's one of the Leukemia's symptoms. Well, my sister was pressured enough. My sister's going back to her University in Kuala Pilah. Damn it. No, it's just, she's bringing her hairdryer with her. Screw her.

Absolute One of A Kind Flaw

2009-12-25T20:24:00.009+08:00

So yesterday, the PMR results came out. Oh god everyone was so anxious and nervous about it. I felt like I wanted to hide in the fridge. But no, I didn't hide, don't worry. The real issue was, "What should we wear to school?" Everyone kept calling and texting what should they wear because some said school uniforms and some said just about anything. I was like "OH GOD! which one?!" Finally, I decided to wear the school uniform and lucky me, students who wore uniforms will get their results first. (Yippie)

While I was waiting for the results, oh yes, every calls and every texts came in
"How much did you get?"
"How many A's?"
Hold on! I still didn't get my results. I can't wait any longer, I went straight to the table where my form teacher was holding the results. Zuhair was next to me, begging to take his results because he wasn't wearing a uniform. As the teacher slide out my results, I saw Zuhair's eager face and I turned back, my friends were screaming!
"OH THANK GOD!" My results turned out very well. Amin.

My mum was late and she was on her way. So I decided to surprise her. She got to my school. I walked towards her making a I-Got-A-Very-Bad-Result face. She was very stresses-out looking at me. I tried so hard not to laugh, so I covered up my face with the slip.
"How was it Sarah?! Oh god"
"Hmm, look for yourself"
Okay, then she jumped and hugged and kissed me like I was just born at the sidewalk.

Today, My mum and two of my uncles went to KLCC. Ah yes, it's time to demand my present!
"Mama! I want to go to M.A.C!"
"Alrightt"
"I'm gonna get M.A.C. I'm gonna get M.A.C. I'm gonna get M.A.C"

I walked in and this guy named Apple (cute name isn't it?) assists me. He was very nice. I wanted to buy the 88 matte pallete but he said there's only 15 pallete? Okay, whatever.
"How much is for the 15 pro pallete?"
"Well, one colour is RM58 times by 15 and the pallete is RM55 so total is- RM925"
My heart failed for a second, and and then back alive.

Then I decided to take only 6 colours first. Also I bought one blender brush. Then, I got a free make up service but I was wearing my make-up so why not just make-up my sister.
And the results, turned out beautiful! Of course. I was like
"Wow, Nissa's first time wearing make-up, haha!"

My mum paid for the make-ups and my mum asked for Apple's card. Then my mum said
"Apple is just a nickname right?"
"Haha, yeahh"
"So your real name is? Orange?"
"Maaaa, stop it -,-"

So my current mission- Complete my first pallete and start continue my colour collection.

Oh No You Didn't

2009-12-16T19:48:00.005+08:00

GAH. Finally I have the guts to get back to blog. Stupid Sarah. Hey, double 'S', Stupid Sarah. That's just nice.

Well, last couple of days, I was a victim of a petty theft (again)

Does my face looks like "Hey I'm a weak girl, come snatch my bag!"? No worries, I cursed hard on those thiefs that they'll die of accident.

I was about to go to work, and as usual, I always go to Zuhairs' first and then we'll wait for the bus. I was wearing my heels (I picked the wrong day to wear my heels) I was walking and there's two guys on a motorbike on the other side of the road saw me. I was like "Oh great, walk faster Sarah!"

I was in front of Zuhairs' house and shit those guys U-turned and head towards me. I was walking on the grass and my heels were unstable (That's just great) They got near me, and one of them got off the bike a walk towards me and attacked me. I shouted
"WHAT THE FUCK!"

There's my laptop and that was my sister's Topshop bag! No way you're getting this you dumbass. I was holding my bag tightly. He pulled the bag, and I pulled it again. He reached out like a knife or a block of wood (I'm not sure) He hit me. I hit him back. HAHAHA! Luckily, Zuhair's mum got out and shouted. Those two dumb fools ran off.

Stupid guys, there's two of you and you didn't even get to snatch my bag, evenmore, you have a weapon and I have, HEELS! They ripped my sister's bag. SHIT! What am I going to say to my sister?!

And the story continues when Zuhair's mum told a few of her neighbours passing by.

So I'll blog more later! Loads more to tell.

Extras

We have our different routes and I have chosen mine. Be independent and start enjoy living. Build for a better life and laughs all the way. Banish all those cage like life and I can see you're changing and you'll love it.

Miles Away To Reach

2009-12-02T23:32:00.004+08:00

I really don't have the time. Well nowadays I started to sleep around 4 and woke up at 7. Wow, isn't that great? Here come the eyebags. This is all because of

-flashback-
"Sarah, do you want to work with me? With my dad's friend" Jimal
"Woah, okay, since I'm broke now, so why not"

I said YES, so here I am.

I've been abandoning my blogspot, I'm sorry. It's been a heck of a week for me. I'm turning into an early riser now. Damn it Sarah, manage your time.

So I bought 1 heels, 1 jacket (that I always wanted), 1 top and 1 waistbelt.
I forgot where I got the money from, I know, that's stupid right? I just can't help it. The urge to shop is very powerful. Evenmore, SALE is here. Why can't they do SALE during my wealthy time?

Well well, what do you do when you have a lot of money?
Farid;
"When I have a lot of money, I would..." Farid

"(Cars? Hookers? Pool? Mansion? Private yatch? Duhh, he's a guy)" Me
"I'm gonna build a bulletproof shower!" Farid
"HAH?! What for?" Me, Jimal and Zuhair
"Well, I don't want to get shot when I'm taking my bath. I don't want my body to be discovered naked! It's like ew" Farid
"Wow, I don't know you think that far far ahead -.-" Me

I spent most of my time doing work. Does it sounds pathetic to you? Oh god, kill me now. But usually after work I went to KLCC or Pavillion for window shopping, and sometimes I'm lucky, I went straight shopping. Woo hoo.

In the train, on my way to KL. I was wearing like 4 inch pointy heels to KL. I was holding the handlers but the thing kept moving. So one time, the train was moving suddenly and the handle moved and I stepped on the chinese womans' foot! Oh god, I apologized like a million times. Her foot was turning blue-black. All Zuhair did was laugh laugh laugh and told Farid and they both laughed about it again.

It's been awhile since I head to Sri Maya. well, I'll make my time there.
Wow, Iskandar just got back from Bandung, Indonesia. He said the stewardess was kinda like repulsive because she had a moustache?

-Scooter, can you live for me please? LIVEE!

Extras

COME ON, MOVE IT 10 YEARS AHEAD! NOW! Because I really have to settle on a new era. Take control of everything and build your own happiness instead of stealing one.

I Think She's Serious

2009-11-23T20:45:00.005+08:00

WOAH, here I am again. It's been a heck of a week for me. Too much to juggle.

21st November 2009

It was Iskandar's birthday! I got a text from Imraan that he's planning to throw a surprise party for him. (well, he didn't plan mine, screw you) It was cute we had to eat Nasi lemak on his birthday. Well yeah, it was 8 in the morning. I got out of the house and picked shahriel up. I was so scared that my scooter was making a whole lot of noise in front of Is's house, including his neighbour's dog kept barking on anyone who walked in *Shut up you dumbfuck, it's Is's birthday, don't you know?!

Look at his wake up face. Oh-So-Fabulous.
We played twister. I was up against Shahriel, Yud and Pecal. We did get tangled up in a weird sexual situation *HAHA!

Later that night,
"Sarah, I'm coming to your house around, err, 11 aite?" Lola
It was 11.30 and here comes the Drama Queen Herself. I had to show her, err, hmm, friend the way out. At night! With my jammys on. Oh god.

Of course, it's routine when Lola came, I'll sleep down the floor. She'll conquer the bed and there's nothing you can do, trust me. I raid her bag and OH MY GOD! M.A.C EYESHADOWS! My heaven night started and played with all the colours. My beautiful pleasure.
We did some pranked calls one of the is Shahriel but damn it, he knew it! Then, gossiping, of course, us girls.

The next day,
"Sarah! Head to Sri Maya at 3!" Jimal
I'm so lazyy. But since Lola forced me, yeah I've to bring her. She thought that place was like a low class mamak stall something like that. Well her eyes were bigger than the sun when she saw the place and she's loving it. Well it seems I don't have to go all the way to Subang to meet her. She'll run down here often for sure.

So there was Lola, Farid Zuhair and I. Jimal, Imran and Azrel came later. We had a blast and really enjoyed ourselves with stupid jokes and TEASING.

Today, 23rd November 2009

"WEH! Sri Maya Sri Maya!" Jimal.
AGAIN?! Okay okay, i'll come. I got there around 4.30 and Ed's back from Indonesia!
"Pa kabar ya buk?"
There was Lola, Dora, Iylia, Shahriel, Zuhair, Faaidz, Jimal, Ed, Armand, Namira, Nadira and I (See, I told you Lola's gonna be here often) I was looking for Shahriel and he said he'll be right over. Then he came with Ed and Armand, and roses for me saying he's sorry. Awww, I forgive you. Again, we did the same thing there

I went home at 6 and decided to grab a bite. My scooter went dead at a traffic light but luckily it works after the second time I turned on the ignition. I parked my scooter and then,
"Eh, My little sister"
So yeah, she asked me to treat her some food. Fine. Then, I wanted to go home and YES! My scooter was totally dead. I've to kick-start a few times. Phew, I managed to get myself out of there. Let's cry for a new scooter.

-I'm going to see Pisau Cukur tomorrow (Yes, I know I'm lame) Any followers?

Just Like Overpowering Fame

2009-11-15T22:16:00.004+08:00

I had only one hour sleep today. Then I woke up at 7 and went to Wangsa maju to see Jimal. I've to take some stuff. That sounds just divine right? *not.
Then Nini called and she was talking. Of course she was talking. But I was like "err, hmm ok yeah" I was sleepy.

I was sleeping like a baby, and then, a text! (Ugh, I really can't take it when people disturb me when I'm asleep)
Athira Ibrahim (Thank god it's Athirah, I wouldn't kill her)
A: Sarah, are you going to Nini's? She's making a barbeque for her birthday
S: Oh really, I didn't get her message.
A: Oh she said she can't send it to you, don't know why.
S: Okay, when does it starts?
A: 1pm.
S: (Looking at my watch) it's 1.10! Oh godd!

I reached there and it was fun. I had a really good laugh. Well of course, there's Imraan and Faaidz. We did scare Ali with Nini's cats because he's afraid of cats. He's did scream like a girl. What a faggot.

My sister got home from her university. She has a 6 week break. Then
N: SARAH! GET YOUR ASS UP THERE AND CLEAN UP YOUR STUFF IN MY ROOM!
S: (Staring at her)
N: What are you staring at?
S: It amazed me when you still have the energy to scold at me even when you just got home from your long trip.
N: Just go up there!

-I didn't do much today, but for sure I did do much of a sleeping.

Extras

Like in the movies, it's very cliche. Where they're madly in love but they are forbidden to do so. The head feels very rushed and unsure and feeling like to stay static and watch what will happen. Try to solve it but it'll just takes deep in the heart core.

I Can't Stop Bleeding

2009-11-14T00:18:00.008+08:00

I am soo pissed! The video that I wanted to post is still corrupted no matter how many times I replaced it. Damn it motherfuckah!

I had a volleyball tarining. Oh god, there goes the heartless sunburn hitting happily on my skin.

Moving on, yesterday I went to Pavi. Guys, 2012! 2012! 2012! Premiere man! It was freaking awesome, tempted, energetic and the best. I think it topped Titanic? But Iylia and Imraan said,
"Nooo, Titanic made the record on the box office"
Yeah, on second thought, I watched Titanic and I never got bored and never fails to make me cry like a big baby. "You jump, I jump"

We got there at 12.30 pm (yes I know it's early, but hey, it's 2012's premiere!) We looked at the screening time and each screening time was SELLING FAST and also SOLD! And don't get me started on the que. Guys guys, pray for our seats, pray now. While Zuhair and Farid stand by the line, Armand and I went for lunch and met Iskandar, Farouq and Imraan there. I can't eat because Imraan kept making jokes that was making me choke on my food and spray my drink.

"...Don't stop, make it pop DJ blow my speakers up. Tonight Imma fight till we see the sunlight. Tik Tok on the clock but the party don't stop no. Woah-oh-oh. Woah-oh-oh..."

Zuhair called;
Z: Sarah, there's no ticket, every ticket has sold.
S: What the fuck? Did you even check the 4pm screening?
Z: Yeah, it's full!
S: Why didn't you take other movies like Pisau Cukur? (Hey, I heard that movie is not bad)
"Guys, look at Sarah, she's all tense, haha" Iskandar
Z: Haha, we got the tickets lah!
S: (Thanks for giving me a heart attack for a second there bitch)

On the way home, the others went to the foodcourt while Zuhair, Farid, Jim and I went to Burger King. We had a niceeeee laugh there!

Extras

I don't feel your presence here more. Is this where it's going to fade and open brand new? Oh stop no! Stop there! Make everything straight and clear, stat! My head is spinning with bits of smile like a sweet hurricane.

Shut You Down

2009-11-11T22:15:00.002+08:00

I was about to show you my adventure last two days but unfortunately my video mixer is playing sick. I'll try my best to post it. Today is the last day Ed's here in Malaysia. he's going to Indonesia tomorrow. I'm gonna miss you Ed!

Raja Intan Arifah
I: I think this teacher has a stroke
S: Huh? Why so?
I: I don't know, look at his head
S: What's with his head?
I: It's like that, I mean like that. (trying to understand her) I don't know. Whatever it is, I'm sure he has history of a stroke
S: Yeah sure Intan, he had a stroke by looking at his head -,-

We all went to Sri Maya, oh and there's Dora! It's been a longgggg time since the last time I saw her. Oh and apparently we conquered De Ja Vu Restaurant by ourselves.

Oh, much more surprises! Oh great! And tomorrow, 2012! I'm looking for the perfect biker jacket and loose tops.

Extras

Get crunk all night long. Where we fight till the sun rise and adrenalin flows through our body. Craving for the endless all around to fill the empty where the heart pounds and beats faster. There's nothing more to ask with the fake lights.

All the Speck of Lies

2009-11-09T00:45:00.005+08:00

Taylor Swift got pranked.

Poor Taylor, everything is on her, including the kanye West thingy.
I didn't do much today, just went out to this bloody jeans alteration. Well yeah they said it'll be done in an hour and a half. But we got there 3 hours later and still not done! Can I sue them? Yeah okay, I'll sue them later.

We went to this Chinese Muslim restaurant, oh great and there's bunch of people we know there. Okay Sarah, you got your rest today and tomorrow you have a full plan ahead. Choose either one, and take your scooter to the workshop fast!

Everything has it's own in common. Just like make-ups, cooking and music. Everything is applied with an experiment from the heart and some inspiration. The right potion and the right ingredients and voila, Perfection. Every ahievement makes you like a hurricane, it's extraordinary. Go, go and go more.

p/s; I look at you as you are the answer to my prayers

Express It Up High

2009-11-07T00:57:00.006+08:00

Shila- Through My Window (TM Ad)

I came across this video at those myspace ads. I heard the song then I saw, "Shila?! As in Shila Malaysia?!"
Is that her voice? Got me thinking though. But the song is nice. Very catchy and she looks so cute.

Can I make you up? I need to realease my stress and this thing works, effectively.

I've had it with you. Again you're trusting someone else instead of me. Then all I said is useless. There's no point telling you my day. Holding my tears wishing I could turn back time. I know you won't see me the same because you only see on the outside. Should I leave for the burden I've done to you? Nobody listens.

p/s; Wake up next to me

Make Me Beautiful

2009-11-06T00:32:00.004+08:00

Someday, I'll be doing them. And all hail Sarah Hanes for her artwork. The face artwork. Most of people are insane for fashion but I am truly insane for make-ups. It's in my blood. Oh god! Give me the whole set of MAC and I'll never leave home.

Everybody Just Wants You

2009-11-02T13:25:00.000+08:00

Monday, 2nd November 2009

“Sarah! I can see your CURVE”
“Oh okay Iskandar, I’ll come by your house at 11 am”
I had to brought my laptop too because Iskandar said so. Edreen, Is and I were jet set to go but Imraan was “fashionably late” That gay bastard. I know when there’s Imraan, you WILL laugh. It’s compulsory. You’ll never go dull.
We had lunch at Ikea, and the guys were so excited with the Meatballs. It was so goooood! Then we walked over through the showrooms, snapping pictures like we were tourist from Japan. We jumped to the Curve.

“Is, Laundry!”“Well the usual place Sarah, HAHA” Iskandar
“HAHA, lame-ass”
“Get drunk! Get drunk! Get drunk!” ImraanThe concourse level was empty at the Curve. Imraan walked in and suddenly said OPEN SHUFFLE LAH! SHUFFLE PONDAN DARIPADA IJAM! God! I burst out laughing. Iskandar’s sister had finished at the gym then we head to OU. Eh, I met Sarah Sri Aman. Oh and I found the perfect biker-like jacket. I need 200 bucks. Can you give me that? What about you over there? You mister? Miss? Or this lovely Grandma?

At Starbucks;
“Err, give me one Frapuccino Chocolate (I think) please”“I’m sorry miss, we’re currently experiencing some water problems”
“Guys, there’s some complications with the water here”“He’s just testing you, see! His washing his hands. With water!” Imraan“-,- Come let’s goo”

Tuesday 3rd November 2009

Ah yes finally, no plans! I’ll get to relax and sleep all day long. With Ereen to accompany me throughout the day. But not for long.

‘…Come join the party, into Celebration. Let’s get it started, no more hesitation…”

AH! There's a text!
“Hey, come to Sri Maya at 3 pm. Erin’s going to be there and she’s going back to Damansara tomorrow” Shahriel*Oh there goes my one day free time.
“Yeah, I’ll be there”Hmm, I’m going to take a power nap until 2 pm. (15 minutes after)

‘…I wanna go around the world, but when I get there, but when I get there, I wanna go CRAZY! I wanna go!...’Who could be calling me now?!
“Sarah! Are you coming to Sri Maya?” Zuhair
“Yeah, I’ll pick you up since Ereen has to go back at 1pm”“Okay then”
“So that’s all you were going to say?”“Yeah, why?”
“Nothing. *whisper* Douchebag”
I need to service my scooter because it’s shaking when I ignite the engine. Then it became jumpy and shaky. People were staring at me including the traffic police (hey, you just do your job)

Extras

I can take care of myself and stop looking after me can you? I’ve been very independent since I’ve been doing my thing, went everywhere and even earn money by myself. You just don’t see inside me and how I develop my life slowly and strategically with much responsible instead of you thinking the other way around. Try to communicate.

Step Up the Game Now

2009-10-31T12:26:00.000+08:00

Satuday, 31st October 2009

Urgh! I missed AAR’s concert. Yes I know people, it was awesome. But I had a fuss with Shahriel about the tickets and everything so I got fed up and decided to bolt. Funny thing about the tickets. Shahriel and I were searching for a last minute AAR’s ticket concert. Shahriel browsed online and texted me right away

“Oh my God! You gotta call Keith Chong for the Aar tickets”
“Why Keith?”
“He’s the President of AAR’s fan club in Malaysia! Here, im looking at the website”
“Wow, what a coincidence!”

Keith Chong
"Keith! Do you have tickets for the AAR’s concert? I need two"
“Oh Sarah! I was wondering how did you get my number. Wait, are you Sarah hanes from my school or do you know me from the website?"
"It's Sarah Hanes from your school"
"Haha okey. Yeah I have the tickets but I’m selling them though. The ticket costs 40 bucks each but since I know you, I’ll just throw in for 25”
“Keith, you are my life-saver!”

But unfortunately, his good deeds didn’t really affects me. He’s a major AAR fan. He went to the Stadium at 9 o’clock in the morning. He also got called by Tyson Ritter on stage with a whole bunch of kids, most of them are from my school *GO MELAWATI! It was such a coincidence because Keith and I used to be good friends. HAHA, well done Keith.
I didn’t went to the concert but instead, I went to Hazriqs’ birthday party. It was so fun! I had a really good laugh with them especially when there’s Imraan, Faaidz and Edreen. All of us went into his room and went online through Hazriq’s big flat screen TV *wow, everything was big and clear.

Later that night, Edreen, Mai, Iylia, Salwa and I went to NZ. Eds’ sister picked us up. I looked at my watch and it was 12.03 am! I spoke;
“Hey everyone! It’s past midnight! It’s Mai’s birthday!” *with a Happy Birthday song. We hung out and then came Shahriel and Jimal from the AAR. We got back at 3 am.

Sunday, 1st November 2009

I didn't do much today since we used all of our time sleeping till the evening.
Wow, it’s Mai’s birthday. Iylia and Mai slept over at my house. We planned for a breakfast at 8 but we woke up at 2 pm! Iylia went to KL so there’s only Mai.

“MAI! Let’s go and eat!”
We got to Niara and Esyad joined us. The three of us were bored, *esyad’s bored? That’s weird. I parked my scooter at my house and got into esyad’s car and we picked up Mai’s boyfriend

“Okay! Where are we going?”
“NO IDEA!”
“Well sorry Sarah, it seems like we have to Shisha, Andalus!”
There we played taiti non-stop and man, they were good! Not to mention I won a few times with them, my own seniors, haha. Oh shit, my dad called. Esyad! I have to go.

Extras

It hurts so much straight through my heart. I’m avoiding as I’m learning what revolves around me which makes me much more wiser and stronger. I have to lie to get your trust and cover my mistakes, please? Don’t think too much, be a more free-spirit. Then infinity is yours.

Measure In Suspense

2009-10-30T14:58:00.008+08:00

Yesterday, 29 October 2009
I did the usual thing, at the usual place with the usual people. I took my scooter and picked up Zuhair and went straight to Sri Maya. Okay, there's many people here, teenagers to be exact. Awkward. Oh thank god I found Nashuha and the gang. Oh then I met Sheikh and Megat. Then the rest of the group came in. A while after, Nabila came with Farid after watching Jennifer's Body *screw you guys.

This is stupid. Listen

"I feel like eating kuey teow, where can I find a good malay stall nearby?"
"NZ?" Farid
"NZ's mamak lah"
"Well you should try to a Satay stall" Fazrul
"HAHAHAHA, I want kuey teow but you recommended me to go to a satay stall?"
"Yeah, just go in there and order kuey teow"
"Dummy, it's clearly called a SATAY stall and you ordered kuey teow" Zuhair
Zuhair, Farid and I- Burst out laughing!

Today 30 October 2009

Damn it, screw 31st October. Every event has to be in one day. I've to attend my cousin's wedding in Ipoh. So i'll be missing;

- AAR's concert *I hate this I hate this

- Rara's birthday

- Hazriq's Party

Wow, luck is really on my side (NOT!)

I'll be busy after this I can assure that. I know, it's bored to hear the same thing from me over and over again. Yeah, I know, it's after PMR. But, I'll make my time here.

Oh and everything is getting more messed up with gossips and mischiefs around us. You shouldn't know the rest. We are getting to our heads now, control yourself now everyone.

Extras

Take me out here. The same thing revolves around me, and I'm breaking out of my shell. I'm suffocating. Oh no, it's because you're too caught up in the crowd.

International Warfare

2009-10-28T20:51:00.005+08:00

Let's talk about yesterday. Well I yesterday I was about to get snatched by a couple of rempits. (I don't understand, why do rempits have to exists?) Usually I'm a more care- less person and I don't really care about the you're- a- girl- and- it's- dangerous motto. I went over the line. But yestedays' experience made me a bit careful *just a bit. Well not so traumatic careful because my phone was actually at Shahriel's hand.

We were on my scooter on our way to Setiawangsa or Oldtown. Then, shit! This two rempits were in front of me smiling about. I was like so fucked up. I asked Shahriel to text Farid and Ed (my mistake actually) The light was green and I sped off. I was about to turn right, I felt a sudden shake and the rempits tried to snatch my phone from Shahriel but failed. HAHA, rookies! Luckily, Shahriel had a hard grip on it or I would be crying ten days and ten nights. So I didn't get so traumatic about it.

Today, 28 October 2009

I'm not sure why, today has many connections with one another. Eh, don't get confused, don't hurt yourself. Hear me first then you'll say "Ahhhh, now I get it (add a haha perhaps?)"

I fought with my dad this morning because he refused to give me money, but no worries. I have my way. I went to see Papadom with Nash. Oh goddd, it's been so long since the last time I met her. It's very ironic, when his dad was like really loves her daughter and willing to do anything. I was like "Are you teasing me Afdlin? Tell me" Ok, coincidence.

On our way back home, this two tourist couple approached me asking for directions to the train station. So I asked them to tag along since I'm going there anywhere. Surprisingly, they were very friendly. The girl looked vey chinese like. Like pure chinese. I asked where is he from (since he's a caucasian) He said Belrus, around southern Europe. I was "Ohhhhh" The girl was from Pinang actually (See, ironic. Papadom's hometown)

"Where can I find a 'goreng pisang'?" The girl
"Well it's a stall, it not at a fixed place, you find it anywhere actually"
"What's a 'goreng pisang'?" The guy
"You never had a goreng pisang before?"
"Well' what's a goreng pisang?"
"It's like a fried banana covered with flour and stuff"
Then we talked about species of bananas, sports, shopping, KL. I was like their travel agent.

I got home and watched Nemo. Again, about his dad journey to find his son. I mean like "Come on! Really, you're killing me here. First the Papadom and now this? Just kill me already"

- I heard rumours are buzzing around for a Pool Party. Ohh laa laa. Come on, speed that up earlier.
- There's been a lot of true gossips around here that's just getting worse.

Extras

When they say love hurts, love sucks, love is blind, love is beautiful, love is confusing. But I fully believe on Love is Blind. Love is where you are blinded by everything nice and pampered yourself until you're not realised that you're hurting. The wound is getting much worse since you don't realise it. It's hurting slowly and softly.

Just Cut Her Off

2009-10-25T23:00:00.005+08:00

My cousin said to me;
"Sarah, yesterday they had like a free make up session for all at KLCC, from Clinique"
"OH MANNNN! But it's okay, it's just Clinique, but if it's M.A.C., I'll cry and kill myself (like seriously)"
"Eh, no. It's mixed with all the other brands, even M.A.C!"
"You really do want to kill me huh? -,-"

It's just my luck! Damn it. And I really need to watch Papadom, Sorority Row and 500 days of Summer. Those are my top priorites.

I need All American Reject concert tickets! People? Can you hear me? Screw you.

Extras

The fullness of life. It's like a work of art without an eraser and an endless walk to a new path. Never waste it, and no one controls you. Laugh out, live out and live it. Imagine your life is countless like the sand and stars. You do shine like one.

Bold Entrance

2009-10-25T00:46:00.006+08:00

Yes, I know it's ridiculous, but I'm just testing. I recorded it before and after my family's barbeque. Don't get me wrong, I'm not a chelsea fan, I'm a Man.U fan. Imraan gave me that jersey because it's so (damn) comfortable.

My aunt took the grilled crab and then said to my other aunt
"How am I going to eat this?"
"You just smack it right open"
"What? Noo! You do it."
"Here, let me do it" DUSH! CRACK!
She smacked the crap out of the crab! I was like "Damn, I underestimated her"

I just can't believe my cousin, Abang Pali just got married today. Seriously I wanted to cry. I mean, who else am I going to;
- pick on
- bully
- take money
- hang out at a mamak store
- record his snore while he's asleep

His wedding was different. Well, the first part was, he picked up his bride in a Landrover Pick up truck wrapped in ribbons. He kinda looked like a Jawa/ Bugis warrior today, HAHA.

So goodbye Abang Pali! Goodluck in your life.

Extras

Be brave and never think to step back. It's too late, and think what's ahead. Because what lies in front is the beginning of everything. All out and spread your wings.

Cover Me Up

2009-10-23T23:34:00.005+08:00

Believe it or not, I went to school today. Well I just wanted to see what's happening. My stay there didn't last long (of course) School starts at 7.30 and we tried to get out of there around 8.30. 1 hour right?! I know, haha.

The tricky part, getting out of there. Oh god, I thought it would be easy since there's a few students came, but I was so wrong. I think we've been going around the school for 10 times looking for teacher/ guard- free exits. The main gate, damn! The guard was there. Let's try the canteen, shit! It was close. So there was Me, Shahriel, Mikhail, Imran, Zuhair, Faaidz and Danial Iddlan. We decided to wander around. Oh shit! The teacher, and all of the sudden, we all splited. I was walking and Mr. Ganesh was looking right at me *oh greatt, you're dead like a sick frog on the road. The guys ran away and left me *what a friend. I went to the toilet and came out, EH! Daniel, oh phew!

Finally, we walked to the main gate and THANK GOD. The guard wasn't there. Danial! Run! Run! We got out of there. Shahriel did too. The three of us went for breakfast. We were walking and there was a red Ferrari. I was like "FUHLAMAK!" the nice sound of the exhaust, oh man.

We had breakfast and then came Nabila. We talked and talked. And hear this, this is stupid between Danial and Shahriel
"When I've a Ferrari (yeah, you wish Shahriel) i want to make mine all black. So that I can like invincible at night"
"Well, usually people will take red because it's Ferraris' trademark. I mean, if you take black, people would think like- is that Myvi? or Gen2? or Satria? Because your Ferrari is balck and they can't see it"
Guys can be overrated.

After that, I walked home. Oh my bed, I miss you, it's been a while. I threw myself to the bed and TRIED (I tried okay, tried so hard) to sleep. I just can't get it, when I'm asleep, there goes my phone ringing with calls and text messages. I swore I was about to throw my phone. Text by text by text. The culprits; Jimal, Iskandar, Shahriel, Ed, Intan, Zuhair, Nurul, Lola
I WANT TO SLEEP! SLEEP!

Oh, Nurul came. I played the Sims 2, and it was raining outside my house. I was so tempted with game, I've unlocked this and that, but then, TUP! POOF! BLACKOUT! Dude, I didn't save my game. Nurul was laughing like hell.

Extras

Try and take your mind. Take it and spread it out and wide. Think infinity where infinity is possible in everyway to revolve around us. Soften your aura followed by a smile, indeed.

Can You Dial This for Pete's Sake?

2009-10-22T21:14:00.010+08:00

I just got home, HAHA

Again, I went out today at 2.30pm. I went to Setiawangsa, Al- Sayad with Nabila and Zuhair. It has stopped raining so I thought it's on to Setiawangsa. I picked up Nabila and went to Zuhair's. Ahh, perfect weather. Then, one drop, two drops! Uh- oh. It's raining! Run run for shelter. Okay, so based on my observations, it usually rains in the afternoon for the time being. We took a cab instead.

We got there, Zuhair and Nab was so hungry. We ordered and just chill. I mean just chill. Then, I saw someone on the upper level.
"Heyy, that looks like Farid"
"Farid who?"
"Farid VI"

I thought I was hasulinating, but then. EH! See I told you it was Farid. He hanged with us while waiting Jimal. Okay, we clicked and we all laughed like hell! My stomach was about to burst. We battled who can make an 'O' with the shisha smoke. It was hilarious, and I almost choked myself many times, luckily, I'm still alive, here. Oh yes, finally Jimal and Ed came.

I like picking on Ed. I don't know, it satisfy me much. His hair is getting much bigger. He can snoop in some answers in it. It's very useful for PMR. But damn it, he didn't apply his ability to the max. We laughed and played with the smoke to do the 'O''s, stupid and dirty jokes. HAHA. Then we head home and Zuhair's brother picked us up. He was so HOT, H-O-T. HOT! and he's Fakhirin!

I planned to meet Shahriel around 7pm, but I called and called (and called and called and called) but I couldn't reach him. I was furious like, GAH! I really can't stand people who don't answer their phones. I mean, DUDE! It's just one button to click and woo hoo, there's my voice free to talk. I gave up, then I got home. And found out new gossips, hehe.

*I don't have much to talk since I'm making my own holidays from school. I'm thinking of spicing my blog up. Wait for the updates!

Extras

Would you leave me for my mishaps? It's like, we'll always be forever with the people we know. In everyway, they'll leave a mark. A fade mark. Where at one point the truth lies.

Try My Agendas

2009-10-21T21:36:00.005+08:00

Let me tell you, I'm like a jumper. I jump from place to place in a very slow version. Find me at my hotspot ;
- Bangi Kopitiam, Melawati
- Oldtown, Permata
- Al- Kader, Wangsa maju
- Al- Sayad, Setiawangsa

So, i'll try and explore some new hotspots. From 1pm until 7 pm, i'll be out(trust me). So try and find me at these places for just a buzz or a simple ''hey''. I won't bite.

Today is my one year anniversary with Shahriel. he was expecting to take me to a fancy dinner what the heck and all. I was like "Ahhh, no need, let's try something different, and unpredictable" And guess what? We did what I just said.

As usual, I went to Oldtown Permata. Oh god, the same waiter again.
Waiter 1&2: HEY HELLO WELCOME!
Me : Thank You
(Waiter 1 followed me to my seat)
Waiter 1 : Alone?
Me : Yeah (Why? Do you want to rape me now?)
Waiter 1 : Cute laptop
Me : Haha

I hanged there for one and a half hour. Chatting with Pecal and Mik. Pecal was making stupid jokes and I was laughing alone. The guy sitting straight in front of me was looking at me like i should check into the rehab A.S.A.P. Then I went to Kadeer to meet Jimal.

I got there, and texted Jimal. So I waited for him a while. I texted him again, he said he was in the toilet. I was like "Damn it, he made me wait a princess!" Finally, that princess came. We talked, online, ate and drank. Ok, it's time to bounce to Setiawangsa. I texted Shahriel

Me : Can Jim pick you up now?
Shahriel: Yeah sure.
Me : Okay Jim, pick Shahriel up.
Jimal : On my way!
Shahriel: (3 minutes after) Hold on, don't come yet, it's raining like super heavy here!
Me : Oh greaaattttttttttttt.

Jimal : DUDE! IT'S RAINING HEAVILY HERE!
Me : Yeah i know
Jimal : Then, what theee? Ugh!
Me : Hehe

Then it started to rain at Wangsa Maju. After 20 minutes, I heard "Wooo Hooooo!" I was like "Damn it these Wangsa Maju punks!" I turned back, oh it was Jimal and Shahriel went through the heavy rain. And of course, they're freezing and soaking wet. Luckily I brought my Man.U jersey. Finally, we decided to take the cab. So we got one, but the cab stopped on the middle of the road. Well yeah, all kinds of honks were heard.

Total up our money, we were short on cash because Shahriel forgot to bring his money. Oh god. Luckily, Jimal's friend was there, he paid for the shisha. Shahriel was looking at the people walking-by. He said "Dude, look at that, she walks like Sarah, HAHA" I looked at the girl, and it was Mar, bastard Shahriel. We shouted, Mar! Mar! Then Ed came! Finally this lazy cat. We hanged there until 7pm. Shahriel and I got back to Kader and I was so high. I was about to puke but I still hold on. I gave up, and took a rest for a while, I really can't take it. My dad called! I told him I'm at melawati, hehe.

Finally, I got home safely.
Life is only once, we should explore and have some extraordinary adventure, that's my motto. I'm not scared in doing something out of the box.

Extras

Public places and public places. We see different people everyday and each one of them have their own life and problems eventhough we can't see it. We can see different lifestyle and social life. It's fascinating where we can compare one another on how they develop their own life and social. Just move on what he have. Move it freely.

Recarnation of A New Era

2009-10-20T13:10:00.006+08:00

Oldtown, permata.

See, i fooled you. my blog is not dead. I told yaaa. This is because i got my new netbook *oh god, finally after all this centuries. And and, PMR is over. I,m happy as an elf. I'm free people, FREE.
Okay now I'm blank. Where should i pick up from here.

Well during this last week of raya, there has been tons of open houses. I'm bushed after going here and there. Let's flashback!

Let's talk about what happen right after PMR.
The last paper was over, i didn't feel much. It was just numb, like whatever. I got home and took a nap after a test on 3 years of education. Around 3, i went to Pavillion and I met Shahriel. We went to Forever 21 to see Lola. Then we met the others at Cotton On. And let me tell you, the guys were shopping like Paris Hilton, oh gosh.

(I can't recall what happened, maybe I'm experiencing a short-term memory lost)
Then we did the same thing, went to BB Bistro, shisha. But after that, I went to watch a movie. The Perfect Getaway. It was okay, I'll give 3 stars. Before i got home, I met lanee, Lola and Sarah. Aww, it's been a while since i met them. Shahriel and I got home and he just can't stop talking. Talk and talk and talk.

Well, im pretty busy right now, i'll blog later. When I have something to talk about.
Now, let's talk to Zuhair.

Fall For The Best

2009-06-21T01:53:00.008+08:00

It has been ages, yeah I know. Let me tell you about this past Wednesday. Actually, everyday is an adventure for me. Something extraordinary will happen.

I was so desperate to watch the Hannah Montana The Movie, so did Ereen (yeah I know, laugh it up) So I booked two tickets at 4pm. But it was a bit too late for us since we were sneaking out, so we planned to take the 1.45 pm screening. Well, I wasn't exactly sneaking out, just I don't tell my parents. We planned to go to the National Library to finish up our History assignment, but on second thought, Nahhhhhhhhhh.

The bus came at 1.30 and the movie starts at 1.45 pm, oh god. We sat in the bus talking and then at one stop, this two girls came in. One was wearing sunnies and thick red lips with skinnies and slippers. I was like "Dude, you're not Gwen Stefani" Ereen and I just can't control ourselves, I just can't stop laughing, god you should see it for yourself. We reached KLCC at 2 pm. We walked to the movies and lined up at the ticket booking counter (hehe)

Me: Miss, I've booked for the Hannah Montana movie at 4 pm and I would really wish that I could buy the 1.45pm tickets please. Please miss help, I came all the way from school, please *with my oh-so-innocent face.

Miss: But, It has already started?

Me : It's okay, i'm willing to buy it, please?

Miss: Yeah yeah sure, here you go.

HAHAHA, so I got myself out of there, mission completed. The movie was cute, and the guy who played who has a crush on Miley was SO HOT.

So there I am, finding inspiration for my essay while listening to Cintamu by Dygta, haha. Ereen went to Nini's because she really need to go to the bathroom.

I was so in the mood of ideas then,

"Black dress with the tights underneath, I got a breath of a last cigarette on my teeth....."

My phone rang *DANG IT.
Nini asked me to come over to her house. I took my breath for a while there then Jimal text-ed saying he's at Padang A.

So I met him. On the way there, HEY IT'S EDREEN! Ereen went home so there's the three of us Edreen, Jimal and me. We all wanted to go to school. Here's the plan, Jimal is going to tag at the back of Ed's scooter because he has his skateboard. The plan was perfect until

*DUSH* when Jimal took it hard because Edreen got panic and speed up because there's a car behind us. It was so funny, you have to see Jimal's face, priceless. Lucky for him, he wore ed's helmet or he would have a sushi head. The funnier part, the car behind us honked at Jimal when his face was flat at the road instead of helping him, HAHAHA.

Dude, I'm breathing just fine

2009-05-30T17:16:00.003+08:00

LISTEN HERE PEOPLE,

My blog is not dead.

I'm so busy at the moment, and my computer is errrr, let's skip that part. So let me summarize what I've been doing. (as far as I remember)

-History and Goegraphy folio assignment
-I almost killed myself
-I'm getting fat
-I didn't have enough sleep
-Tons of homework

And now, I'm at Orange CC with Jimal watching him playing Battlefield during this fucking school holidays.

Unspoken Needs

2009-04-18T23:50:00.006+08:00

I didn't get enough rest today because I had a hell of a day today.

I got to school at 7.45 am because I had a friendly volleyball match with the Sri Keramat. So yeah, we won against the under 15 and under 18, both. (very impressive right?) But man I ripped my favourite track bottom because I often dive to get the ball, haha. Actually, there's an event happening at St. John, that's Battle Of The Bands. But the match ended at 12 pm, Nabila were so tense about the situation because she was really late for the event. I'm still thinking whether I want to go or not.

I reached home, and called Imraan, he said he's going too. I quickly got dressed in 25 minutes and I just took one of my shirt, bootcut jeans and my wedges and I'm off. I got to Wangsa Maju on time (i think) We got down at Masjid Jamek and walked all the way to St. John and reached there at 1.30 pm. And now, I'm broke (like seriously) the gig was okay. I met Athira, Amira, Nana and Hunn oh yeah, I was sweating like hell in there, like a huge sauna in there. But I missed Yuna performance and you know why? Let me tell you

We were walking out of the school and all of the sudden,
"All St Johnians, get inside, NOW!"
Okay, I was like, what is going on? Then, there was this argument and fighting going on at the stairs untill out of the school. It was such a controversy and 3 police cars were there to solve the problem.

We lost our mood and got tired and decided to get back home. So there was Me, Nabila, Iylia, Salwa, Ed, Imraan, Shahriel and Faidz all together getting back home. We stopped by at a Mamak restaurant to take a break. I helped Imraan took his scooter. After that, we decided to take a stroll around wangsa area (again) 3 scooters and 6 party people, haha. We called Eika, (our tution-mate whom Imraan thinks she's so hot) we went to her house area and hanged out with her and Jannah, taking pictures untill 6.30 pm. Then, we headed to Desa View. We took pictures on our scooters all the way there, rempit Melawati, HAHA (NOT) Finally, at 7 pm, we all got back home, exhausted.

7.45 am >> 7 pm
(without food and rest with just only 20 dolars in my pockets and the balance- 30 cents)

Extras

I'm crossing out your name. All of you. I'll try to add a new list to it, there's still hope.

Jenna's Pain

2009-04-16T14:28:00.005+08:00

I woke up early today because I've to get all nice for picture taking today. Oh yes, it's time for our class for picture taking session for the schools' magazine. I was so paranoid, like "Oh my god Intan, how's my hair?" Well, we are all girls right. Unfortunately, I think the picture went bad because it was so hot, the sun was shining brightly and I think our eyes look all squinty

in the picture, HAHA.

During recess, nothing happened much but except, there this group of kids knocked down the 'Pondok Bacaan''s balcony. They sure proved that they do have nerve.
I went into class and then
"Sarah, go to the nurses' office for a dental check up"
Oh okay, I love going there, first i get to skip my class and I like all the things they were doing to my teeth, hmm, but guess again. I was lying down on the chair, Hanif came.
"Zarith, come here and look at Sarahs' teeth, hehe"
"You, go back to your class"
"Wait, I want to see my girlfriend"
"HAH?"
"I don't care she's your girlfriend or not, please leave this place immediately" HAHA
and the nurse started to wear the apron thingy and a plastic mask like she were about to cut open my body. Zarith was like, woah, getting scared because he's next. I've to do scaling. Ah yes the pain starts. She was digging and digging deeper in my teeth with the saw thingy, I was groaning and sweating to suck it all up and god my mouth bleed. Shahriel said I'm a proven Edward Cullen, haha. So, today is the day where I started getting scared to dentist.

After that, Imran called me for a photo session for the Art Club Society. I'm one of the exco's. Before the photo session, a few of our club members was rehearsing for the upcoming perfomance this Saturday. They were two guitars and one bongo (i think) The senior started to sing and god the music was beautiful and very catchy, I really love it, I was so so amazed.

After school, I've to go for a brief about the trip to Terengganu. All the activities are fun but except
"You have to wear this shirt to school before heading to Terengganu (very big and geeky)" *my mouth opened*
"Oh and no jeans to school" *my mouth opened wider*
"And no shorts or bermudas" *my mouth opened even wider*
And I was thinking, how the hell am I going to bring my hairdryer there?

Extras

We live and we learn. Everybody does mistakes, so just please forgive and forget. We can't be all over the top all the time, we can't balance everything. It's just one time where we were all in this together and helping one another. At the end, we're going to face the same consequences.

Talk Your Oh-So-Fail Diaries

2009-04-15T14:14:00.007+08:00

Yesterday, 14 April 2009

Imraan called me,
"Sarah, I'm going to your house now, like right now"
Okay, I laughed because he spoke English like kind of a cheerleader way, haha. He asked me to take stroll at Melawati with his scooter with Edreen. I just can't say no to him (Seriously, I have to agree, or else, haha)
But before that, we met Nini, Yud, Pecal and Farouq. Then we took a stroll around Wangsa Maju because luckily Ed's very familiar with the place. As usual, Imraan did his insane stunts I mean like, for example
*honk, pitttt pittt pitttt (I turned my head to Imraan)
"WEH, kau tak nampak jalan ke ha?! Apa ah!"
then he giggled. There's this uncles was staring at both of us, god i was embarassed.

Ah yes, tuition class. Oh oh it's Maths and suddenly I became so exited.
Teacher: Okay and then you divide with?
Class : Twooooooo
Teacher: Then you will get
Me : (shout) Then you will get thirtyyyy fou......err *complete silence
Okay, you get the picture, everybody was staring at me.

Oh and during history, I was looking for something anxiously
*BANG!* my aluminium pencil box fell off the table and made a whole lot of noise, there goes all of my stationeries
Them : HAHAHAHA!
Teacher : Hey chill, calm down, you don't have to be mad at me, haha.

Today 15 April 2009

Guess what, I planned to skip school today because I was so tired. My plan was, I turned my alarm off and continued sleeping. My mum called,
"Hey are you ready or not?"
"Oh man ma! My alarm clock didn't go on, it's already 7 am, I'm late, oh well, there's always tomorrow" *smiling
"Oh no no, you go and get ready now! I just have to wait for you, hurry up!"
"Can't I just skip today?"
"NO"
Oh well, a failure attempt.

We were doing some experiments on chemical reactions. Just one successful experiment out of four. I was quickly "TAKE COVER" when the teacher was heating the substance because, I don't know, it could explode in front of my face. damn. I got excited watching the gas developed bubbles. So everytime there's bubble, I shouted
"CLASS! bubbles bubbles!"
Oh god, I have so many homeworks, damn it Sarah, you said you're going to update all of your homeworks, so now?
Okay okay, I'll stop fooling around now, get serious. (and now I'm talking to myself)

Extras

Can a rumour destroys someone's image? Evenmore, someone's reputation?

Alone At The Bar

2009-04-13T14:24:00.003+08:00

Nothing happened much yesterday, *HAHA, that's what you all think.

So today as usual I got up and went to school with a lonely heart. *pathetic.

I'm having the usual Monday blues.

Hey, I think I want to see the new horror movie 'Jangan Tegur' They said it was freaking scary

(Technically, I can't think straight now because my sister is bugging me like hell screaming and shouting)

Intan kept plucking my arm hair. i was like, what the hell, suit yourself. During perdagangan, the I dozed off when the teacher was explaining, then the teacher

"Ha, Sarah's getting sleepy"

"Oh err, no, I was just..."

Ah yes, during the free period, Naza was singing

"I have a heart, I give it to you it's fragile"

"Aww, that's nice Naza"

"Then we unite our heart, and together, we can rule the world! Muahahaha"

"what the -,-"

Extras

Like everything should go as it's supposed to be. Oh yes, everything was going smooth, but no, there's a bump on the road. Fret not, I'm facing all the obstacles, and I'm pretty sure I'm not making a step back. Stand by me, and I'll find the answer sooner or later.

UK Here We Come

2009-04-11T20:00:00.007+08:00

Woo Hoo, my internet is now A okay. Well, it doesn't mean that I can update my blog often. Because I said to my mum, im using her laptop to do my "studies" *yeah right, studies.

So let's see what can we talk about today. Well, obviously the rumours about Shahriel and me has spread. Currently, Iskandar and Nabila always do "I'm watching you, S." damn it. haha. Oh yeah, and i heard someone poured water on Shazlin on the second level. Pity you. (NOT)

Okay I just got busted with my mum a few seconds ago. She said
"HA, buat apa ni?"

"Err, mespes?"

"Hoi, awak tu tingkatan 3 nak PMR, yada yada yada"

"Oh haa, okay ma"

"Okay okay je tau" *staring at me

"Habis tu? ye lah, baik bonda"

My volleyball tournament is coming up. Afiqah usually tortures me during training even when I'm like 3 minutes late.

"SARAH! You're late! Run 8 laps, 15 pumpings, 30 sit ups and 40 jumping jacks!"

oh god, what did i ever do wrong (a lot actually)
Imraan said he wanted to join in our tuition. he said he's going to say "Surpriseeee!" when he walks in. He didn't actually. But god, he was so noisy, I can't concentrate, so did Edreen. He kept doing jokes after jokes and after jokes!

Oh yeah, I bought a new helmet since my old one has been stolen. Curse you thief, that was my favourite ultraman helmet. It was one of a kind.

TODAY! They were having futsal. But of course, we (Imraan and DD) had some rocky journey along. So okay, at 7, i've to pick up Nini because she accidently told her mum there's school today. She skipped school and went to my house. Me and Imraan planned to go to Ampang with our scooters. I called him, but he said he was having problems with his scooter *oh greaattt. I've to bring him to the nearest workshop to charge his scooter's battery. It took one hour! Oh and the awesome part, it was raining. That's it, let's move to UK. Eventually, we got there all in one piece *oh thank god

I think, this month, is Pranking Sarah Hanes Month. I've been punk'd for countless times. And here's one of 'em. I was sittong down, looking around. Then came DD and Imraan
"SARAH SARAH! Cikgu Julia sumpah nak jumpa dengan sarah do, sarah dapat demerit"
"oh haa okay" (I wasn't scared because i went to finish my perdagangan)
During recess, a prefect came to me with a demerit form
"Where's Sarah Hanes"
"Yeah that's me"

Demerit form : Kesalahan, membawa motor dan telefon bimbit ke sekolah. Saksi Cikgu Julia Demerit, 50 markah.
"WHAT THE FUCK?! I didn't even bring my fucking scooter to school"
I got up, and quickly walk to see Cikgu Julia. Then Nini chased me and told
"SARAH SARAH! It was a joke"

Everyone laughed because of my reaction and mostly my expression, damn it.
Technically Nabila hired a prefect to do the acting. Thanks you guys for giving me a heart attack, I love you -,-

I've a lot of catching up to do here in the World Wide Web. Give me time.

Scrape That Fake

2009-04-01T15:13:00.005+08:00

I have exams today (damn it)
bless me oh dear god.

Yesterday, 30 March 2009

Same old school same old people but new moves. So during English, this is the conversation between the teacher and Naza.

Teacher: You guys don't benefit the usage of internet. You guys only chat, networking, blogging, PORNO!
Naza : (quickly barged in) eh NO teacher! That thing is general knowledge teacher *the whole class laughed
Teacher: I know, sooner or later you're going to study about it, you guys are more advanced than us. But not that way.
Naza : Well teacher, it's natural
Teacher: Why Naza? Do you want to do practical?

Yeah I know right, HAHAHA

Naim: Sarah, do we have a kid name in Ismail in our class?
Me : Err, no, why?
Naim: Check this, saying Ismail in a fast version 'Is-smile'
Me : -,-

I was getting ready to sign up to my new tuition, then Nabila called.
"Sarah, come outside now, my mum wants to meet you"
I was like "DUDE! what the hell?! what did I do wrong again?"
With my soaking wet hair, i ran out to my porch like I just missed the last bus to Chicago (erh?) Turned out. I just got Punk'd. It was Iylia driving. Oh thank god. I got in the car, and I smell something burning, so I quickly got out and her tyres was smoking. I jumped out because I was afraid the car would explode within minutes like in the movies (jeng jeng jeng)
Turned out, she didn't lift the handbrake up, aiyo Iylia!

I just signed up to a new tuition at Suria Jaya. God I was so nervous. When I walked in, all eyes are staring. Chill Sarah, they're people too, just like you. *phew, I made it trough the whole class.

Fighting Agendas

2009-03-29T20:00:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD! I miss my blogggggg (hugging my computer)
So where should I start? Mannnnn.

As you can see, i went to Melbourne recently. Trust me guys, Malaysia is wayyy better, I love Malaysia. *I forget things easily when I have so many things too say, greedy, damn it.

HAHA, and check this, I just can't get this dialogue out of my head. So I was talking to myself while my mum was scolding my sister.

Mum: HOI NISSA, kau ni tak reti reti nak bangun pagi ke? membuta je tau
Me : (tidur tu membuta ke? hmm, nissa kan dah 18, nak buat apa lagi)
Mum: Cuba lah kau bangun buat benda berfaedah sikit
Me : (Ha? apa benda yang dia pernah buat tu berfaedah? rasanya tidur je)
Mum: Kau boleh la tolong mama masak ke kemas rumas rumah ke
Me : (what? Nissa buat kerja rumah? this is fun, okay Im off to my dad's before she drags me in doing all the houseworks) Okay ma, adik pergi rumah ayah! Bye

Currently I can't think of anything interesting. So you know all the stories about the big fight at school? So I went to Kopitiam, so there's Shahriel and Haziq. I sat down, and listen to their stories about hot babes, football, manchester and the fight
"Pergh aku dengar dia jatuh dulu, pastu kena tumbuk"
"Lepas tu banyak lagi tumbuk apa semua lah, habis kotor baju"
"Ha tumbuk lagi, terajang lagi -,- "
(yeah, i know, fun right? weeeee)
I found out, the waiter was my neighbour. HAHA, god i wanted to laugh so hard, it was awkward because I asked him to clean up the table. The stupid thing, he listened to all of our conversation. Iqbal told me that.

So I found this blog which trash talk about the smktm form 2's badge
www.hatemeifyoucan.blogspot.com
I'm guessing she's 13 or 14 because she only talks about the form 2's badge. Well, why not all of the melawatians huh? Too much too handle? LMAO

Extras

So i heard you're an expert in guys? Mostly expert in stealing unavailable men. Flirting here and there, faking it. Oh-so-innocent. Well of course, you're bogus enough. I know you've realise about this bad hobby of yours don't you? And god you're failing succesfully

This Is A Scam

2009-02-27T16:23:00.002+08:00

TEMPORARILY UNAVAILABLE

Pitch Them Hard

2009-02-07T20:13:00.004+08:00

WOOO HOOOO! It has been ages, wait no! CENTURIES, HAHA. *I'm so energetic now. Oh man, what should I blog. As you all know, surely I have tons of stories to tell, adventures, mischiefs, woah! So I'll just summarize what happened several of weeks back. Few steps back.
*face up, breath in and outttt (hmm, where did i stop?)

Last week, probably was the craziest and the most unpredictable one. I won two contest throughout the week. *it was pretty stupid, HAHA.

I won about the fly fm TGI Friday thingy. I called them just for a song demand. Then
"Hey, you're calling for the TGI Friday right?"
"Ha?" *blur
"You called but you tak tau for what?" (eh marah la pulak)
"I just want a song demand"
"Okay you're the lucky one to bla bla bla, so what's the password? just give your best shot"
"errr TGI Friday?"
"Ding Ding Ding, that's correct! You just won yourself a dinner for two bla bla bla"
(erh? what theeeeeeeee? I won?) I'm not going anyway, HAHA, panas tak fly fm?

Well, the other contest? HAHA, i rather not talk about it. Lately I've been wasting my time and money hanging around town, it's easy because I have my own trasportation by myself. Oh god, I'm taking a big exam this year. Oh well, what the heck.

Oh about the netball tournament, they got the Third Place. They were so close on the running to win the First Place. Curse you referees. When Natrah was about to shoot, Priiittttt! Time! It's a tie. damn it. Oh oh, Valentine's Day is about to come, so what are your plans?

At this one point, Nabila opened her phone and play the Goyang Inul. What the hell?!
bapak-bapak, ibu-ibu, semuanya jangan marah bila inul sedang bergoyang..
something like that, haha Nabila Nabila.

p/s; I am now so addicted to Lady Gaga's song, Poker Face (My my my my Poker Face)

Extras

Choosing one from your two best things. Pretty much hard. Evenly the same and precious things to leave behind. Developing feelings back to the old one and getting a new one at not the right time. Stuck in the middle, with awfully confused.

Quiet Carnival

2009-01-27T13:17:00.004+08:00

LIFE IS NOT ABOUT FINDING YOURSELF

BUT IT'S ABOUT CREATING YOURSELF

THINK TWICE, ONLY YOU CAN MAKE YOUR OWN LIFESTYLE

Shaking Hearts' Need

2009-01-25T11:49:00.005+08:00

Yesterday, I decided it was my day off. It means that I'm not going to touch a single pen or one of my books. HAHA. So I achieved my goal yesterday and took a stroll around Melawati with Nini.

At first, I snuk out ot of the house at 10.30 pm on Friday to sleepover at Ninis'. Oh my dad called, greatt

"Ha, adik dkt mana? tak tidur rumah mama?"

"Oh tak la malas"

"Okay duduk rumah pink (my dad's house) jaga rumah"

"Oraiteee"

*phew

I went to sleep at 11 pm. Then Alyaa called at 8 am *hurgh*

"SARAH! datang bola tampar tak?"

"Ha? Oh haaa, bola tampar, datang datang" *sleepy

Then I got the same text message from Eyeen.

After the training, Nini called asking me to pick her up and go anywhere. But Ali called, he wanted to meet me first with Pecal. So yeah I met them and the only reason was they wanted to see me is to borrow my helmet. heh, NO WAY. I got dressed and took my keys to head over to Ninis' and I got a text message from Shahriel asking me to hang out. Well we'll see about that.

I called Imran and I said I'm going to stop by at his house to talk about his love life. Well yeah, he likes taking advice from me (I'm not sure why because I dont have many guys in my life) The three of us talked, making stupid jokes and as usual, teasing me. Nini had a fight with Pecal. Imran decided to bring us to a near by river to calm her down. We reached there, it was a peaceful place, but the river was a bit like hmm, a dam, haha.

Finally we got Nini cheered up and the three of us head off home. I got home so did my dad. He said he's going back to Perak untill Tuesday. Hmm, from Saturday to Tuesday all alone by myself *raise eyebrows. Nini and I planned to go to NZ because both of us were craving for shisha. But the plan didn't go well because most of my neighbours saw me walking out suspiciously *shit

Hit The Road, TRIP!

2009-01-23T20:56:00.006+08:00

News Update
There will be an Eclipse on 26th January 2009. Don't miss it. Put your sunnies on or Sembahyang Sunat. It'll happen in the evening (I think)

It's the last day of the week. And next week, it's school holiday. Well it's not much of a holiday with a tons of homework and netball training. Forget it. Since Obama became the President of The United States, his face's plastered on every magazine and news buzz on all over the world. Of course because he's the first African-American to be President. Hopefully he'll change the world and stop the Gaza War. Oh and did you know, Jonas Brothers greeted Obama and his family in their white house because both of his daughters are Jonas Brothers' fans. Aww.

I got to school today. Nothing interesting happened much.
During English, the teacher was projecting about our literature. Then I got sleepy and dozed off with my friend. We both fell asleep until the end of the chapter. We woke up then the teacher said
"HA! dah sampai mana dah? New York, London?" *looking straight at both of us*
"I gave you watch the story but you slept all the way, when I asked you to read you didn't"

I just kept quiet because I knew I was wrong. Sorry teacher. Plus, she's my volleyball coach. maybe she's going to kill me tomorrow during training *gulp
I don't know, I slept a lot in my class lately.

Oh man, i got netball training today. Shit! Nini can't come over to my house. I got back to school at 4pm. I was sitting while putting on my boots and came Danial to harrass me as usual. I just play along. We all ran for 20 minutes around the field. Eh, Nini's here with Mar. They watched me play netball and recorded it. She said I look cute playing netball *erh? I didn't really want to play today, so I took a break (A long long break) and gave my position to Ruth.

Three of us vain-ed with Mar's phone. On this one point, I was so bored. I stand up and do this during the game
"Put your hands in the air, say heyyyyy, hooo, say heyyy"
HAHA. Syahrial said I'm darker. Well, there goes my confidence.

3.12 am

OH GOD! I found this picture (laugh out loud) This was taken during the school holidays. Look at me, I was wearing my Penang shirt and my dorky glasses *what a lmao

Extras

Waiting and waiting for something. Something worth less than a penny. A full waste. A greater satisfaction on the something worth waiting.

Go-Ga-Guys

2009-01-22T15:28:00.001+08:00

20 things girls want guys to know

1. We love when you cuddle with us.
2. A kiss on the cheek is a definite yes.
3. We want you to put your arm around us at the movies.
4. We don't care if you are the strongest guy in the world.
5. Size doesn't matter so don't tell us.
6. We don't always look our best so get over it.
7. We shouldn't have to plan everything.
8. We're always ready to talk so call us.
9. We're not perfect so deal with it.
10. We love surprises.
11. The little things you do mean the most.
12. We're not always girly girls. (ehem)
13. We can like boy stuff too.
14. Cursing and fighting don't impress us.
15. Don't be mean to us to get our attention.
16. Don't tell us who is hot because we don't care.
17. We can tell when you're not listening so listen up.
18. When we say we are cold that's our invitation to come closer.
19. Hugs mean more sometimes.
20. We need your advice sometimes so don't be afraid to give it to us.

Street Smart

2009-01-22T14:38:00.005+08:00

I'm waiting for the netball tournament to end because after that, i'll be less busy. Then I've to wait after the volleyball tournament then i'll be free often. Now, I'm so paranoid because I'm scared of getting darker because of all the sports training.

Now I kept forgtting things easily. I'm not sure why *shesssh. Let see what happened today. Okay during physical education. The teacher asked us to count our 'Kadar Nadi Latihan" Well the normal pulse for that is 150 and above.

"Teacher! I've got the calculation. Mine is 7, 530 pulse"

"WHAT?! did you divide with 100?"

"Oh ada ke? patut lah saya pelik kenapa banyak sangat nadi saya"

During Sivik, Me and my group had to stand up because we weren't ready for our presentation. And the teacher deducted 2 marks for our group. That's not fair. We got so little time to prepare it while the second group have one week to get it done during the Gong Xi Fa Cai. The teacher was teaching about families and ended up talking about a goat "erh? I just can't keep my eyes open and I slept through the whole class. And I'll try not to cheat in my exams in the future.

After school, there's this vibrant purple coloured car. It ws the Hitz.Fm. The lady said "Come and join us". Oh man there's prizes. There's the Neyo brand new album *shit. She called five guys to come in front. I pushed Imran in and he got the L'oreal Paris Menexpert, HAHA. Ugh. greatt, my van came. I got home and quickly took my scooter and went back to school. I intend to go at the Hitz.Fm but oh my god! My crush is there near by my friend, so I "hanged out" with my friends.

He said Hi to me *blushing* well, I've to go now, goodbye

Maybe I'm not going for netball today. gah.

Extras

Can love fade and fade towards someone in the past. Or it'll just get stronger? Relieved after all of the fights and hurtful moments. Missing all the talkings, sweet memories and laughters together. We just go through as we are blinded by love. That's all in the past, a new someone will might just be as good as now or even better. We'll see.

Daring Inner Thoughts

2009-01-20T14:05:00.004+08:00

Oh man, the teacher kept pounding and pounding more homeworks like hell. For your information, I broke up with my boyfriend, Shahriel (technically he's my ex now) I'm back to single again, *ugh. Hmm, I rather not talk about the details because, well, come on people this is a public blog *duhh.
(woah, now I've spare my 10 minutes to post this blog)

Today I was a bit tense because my sunsilk conditioner ran out *god I can be obnoxious. And my mum kept telling me this thing that I can't remember. Well it was, hmm, ANNOYING and IRRITATING. On my way to class, I saw my senior crush. Oh my god, he was so cute. I'm a girl, he's a cute guy, do the math.

During science, I was craving for Lipton Iced Lemon Tea. So I asked Rara to catch someone walking by to buy it for me because she was sitting next to the window. She saw my ex (Aiman) and quickly called him to do me a favour. The teacher was explaining, then Aiman came back, sticking his hand through the window holding my money
And shouted at the whole lab (yes, shouted!)
"Weh weh, ni duit siapa ni, Lipton dah habis, dah habis!"
"Eh ada apa apa masalah ke tu?" the teacher
"TAKDA APA APA CIKGU"

God, everyone was looking at me. I kept putting my face in my book and talking to myself.

During physical education, I just can't stand this two moral girls. They came to the field and this was their conversation
"Oh my god, it's so hot" (touching their hairs)
"Gosh, I'm not going to run six laps, the seniors are there, it's so embarassing" (touching their hair while WALKING six laps)
"Oh my god you guys, it's Avinash it's Avinash" (I don't know who the hell is he)

It would be my most achievements to shave their hairs off!

Highest Intuation

2009-01-16T17:12:00.009+08:00

I got up, and my body was sore and I was so tired because yesterday I got netball. I'm still not sure whether I'm going to join the netball team or not. I wanted to try the softball team. Well, never mind. I felt like I wanted to sleep for another 10 years *well, that's stupid. Oh man, I still haven't did my History notes, hmm, it's okay, the teacher won't be asking for it

But i was wrong, after the lesson the teacher;
"Alright everybody, send in your notebooks"
"AH?!"
"Tomorrow cikgu pleaseeeeeee"
"Okay tomorrow but the exercises today"
"I lap you"

As you can see, I got school tomorrow on Saturday, well that sucks so much.
(It's weird because during primary school I usually love extra classes, exams. But now, all of them are my worst enemy) Oh shoot, I can't go to the Clinique Event on Mont Kiara! DAYM.

My class teacher gave us the PMR candidate form. I was like
"uuuuuuu, I'm taking PMR man"
Our BM teacher went out early, and the class, well, went wild. Rara was so tense, scolding all the boys

"TOO PLAYFUL TOO PLAYFUL ALL OF YOU GUYS!"

with her fiery eyes to them. Because she didn't want 3 Amanah to be blacklisted again like 2 Amanah last year.

At 4 pm, I have to go to westar, to do all of my schoolworks. Photostat, binding and all. On my way, I met Hazlin, so I gave her a lift to Melawati. I like helping people. Hazriq called and aked me where I am and with who. Then Zuhair called, asking me to send him to his tuition. I met Zuhair and Naza at 7E. I sent Zuhair and went home. And now, Iskandar texted me, and I'm going to his house after this.

Extras

Don't feel too good, you're still lower. Stop making your nose higher than your head. It was just a lucky shot.

I can see that you're insecure

Flying Hidden Agendas

2009-01-15T13:53:00.004+08:00

Yesterday my computer couldn't connect to the internet. I was like *dup dap dup dap* Luckily, I restarted the wireless router and everything was back to normal.

Oh great, now my oh-so-pack schedule has become oh-so-so-so pack.

Netball : Monday to Thursday, 4pm

Volleyball : Monday and Wednesday, 4pm

Rumah Ungu : Wednesday, 4pm

Plus, I have tuition from Monday to Thursday at 8pm. Ain't that awesome? *fake smile

I got up 40 minutes late today, *gahhhhh then I was all over the place. Here and there in the speed oh thunder. Fortunately, I got dressed and took my pills on time *phew.

Things are not going well between me and Shahriel *frown. I talked to Ali and Imraan. They're always there for me, especially Ali. Okay enough about that, I don't want to talk about it.

During English, the teacher was teaching about adjectives. For example personality. So I shouted "METROSEXUAL" well, you guys know who it is. Then the teacher called me. My friends have to describe about me, and this is what I get

Cute *kembang kempis montot

A bit dark complexion

Has a dimple

Blur

Talkative *what?

Hyper *HAH?!

Two buck teeth

Pecal always do the 'Alriteeee' thing whenever I say 'Ha?' I just want to cut off his head and donate it to the Ministry of Health *that doesn't make sense

After this, I have netball practice *oh goody. Perhaps, i'll tell my future adventure on the next post. Stay beautiful.

Extras

With a very fragile heart, everything goes to ashes. We tried to, but failed. Sensitivy of a girl should be taken care of. Can an egoistic takes care of a sensitive girl? Still doesn't ring bell for me. Once broken, considered sold.

Tied To The Wheels

2009-01-13T13:55:00.009+08:00

Finally I can make some time to blog some more. Now, I can't even slip eating time in my oh-so-pack schedule, god. I got loads of great stuff to tell but I know you won't read it one by one.

On Saturday, after the curriculum activities we all went to my playground and chilling on the resthouse having fun with all of our scooters. They all went back home but a few hours later Ali, Pecal and Edreen came and helped me pumped my scooter's tyres. We convoy-ed all around Melawati, running away from the cops and went to Nini's playground. We do such stupid things and of course, they enjoyed taking my candid picture. *greattt guys.

Ali forced me to go to Is's house on Sunday. I was halfway there, then it started raining. They cheered at me when I reached there because I was soaking wet and shaking because of freezing.
This is Pecal pretending being a nerd, what a gaylord. *We absolutely got nothing to do.

Ahhh yess yesterday, the fun part, NOT. My scooter broke down at Jalan F when Nabila was riding it. I was so late, I got home at 7.30 with Pecal. I was so tense at that time. Luckily there were Ersyad and Najib helped me. Oh god I'm so thankful to you guys right now. But my dad still doesn't know my scooter is gone, I hope he'll get back later from Lumut later than he supposed to be *gulp.

Oh great! Ersyad just called *he talked so fast, he took care of everything and sent my scooter to a workshop, so I owe him 40 bucks, yeay! Go Ersyad! well, I'll just give him 50 bucks. Hold on, let me check my purse *butterflies flying out* oh damn it.

Extras

Stereotyping, happens to every high school. Everyone will get
through it. Judging people based on their cliques and social life. More like judging, that's what I do. I usually (automatically) judge people. Oh god please erase this horrible behaviour from me.

Gah- idle

2009-01-10T21:49:00.002+08:00

I THINK I'M GOING TO BE SICK, GOSH!

-I can't think straight, be back shortly

Roadside Stream

2009-01-09T17:06:00.007+08:00

Yesterday I went to school with Iylia and watched all the guys playing football *hehe. I reached there, I didn't saw Mr. Ikram (my class teacher) there, so I THINK it's safe. When I got home, I slept at 7 pm until 5.30 *woah, like a lazy bear

Today 09 January 2009

During Maths (Mr.Ikram) Oh shit, I still haven't draw the lines and angles images, so I quickly drew it. He walked by and say,
"You're not done yet with my homework?"
"No, im drawing the images only"
"Hmm, how can you finish it because yesterday you went to the football field"

I was like, DAYMM! How did he knew? I swore I didn't saw him at all. Just Hairulsam, that's why I was running around the school frequently because I was wearing shorts. *HA-HA

Rara : Eh babe, I rasa I nak join softball la
Intan : Softball tu apa? Bola Lembut eh?
All of us : HAHAHAHAHA

We got home at 12.30 because it's Friday. I was taking my shower, I heard someone knocking on door.
Well, it's my sister, looking for my black skinny and asked me to sent her to the LRT.
*krinnggg Iylia called asking me to come to Anjung quickly because she was bored. I told her after I send my sister, she agreed.
My sister kept screaming to slow down on the roads and scolding me like
"Sarah you can't just cut off bla bla bla, this is not a motorcyclists' road bla bla bla" *haih. On the way, I forgot to turn left and end up to Taman Melati. Sheesshh. I U-turned.

While stopping at the traffic light, Ali called. he desperately needed my help. So I helped him and went to Nabila's house to meet him. Oh there was Imraan too. Imraan sent Ali and I sent Imraan back to his house. I texted Faqrull Imran, sayng that I'm on my way to send Imraan. He asked me to wit for him.

I waited for him and headed off to KFC (he said he's treating me today) I called Zuhair to come along, so, the three of us had lunch at KFC. Talking, joking, catching up with everything. Nabila had tuition on that time. Hmm.
Oh god, it's the cops! Luckily he didn't saw Imran riding my scooter because he was looking at me and smiling *ewww. Then I sent Imran home then I got back home

And now, I think I want to fetch my little brother home, I miss that little fella. He's 8 years old now.

Me : Abang Ayep, Abang Ayep dah ada girlfriend belum?
Zarief : *shook his head*
Me : Wah siapa? Cantik tak?
Zarief : Alanya
Me : Fuyoo, dia suka Abang Ayep lah ni?
Zarief : Oh tak, Abang Ayep je suka dia, dia tak suka Abang Ayep
Me : So itu kira girlfriend lah tu?
Zarief : Entah la
Me : -,-

Illegal Actions On Stray

2009-01-08T15:13:00.008+08:00

Yesterday 07 January 2009

I was taking my evening nap, then Iskandar called me asking me to follow Iylia. She drove her mom's honda. *I know right? I told him, I wanted to sleep so yeah I continued my sleeping. At 6.30, Yud called me she's coming with Iylia. Mannnn, I was tired, but what the heck.
Let me tell you, Iylia drove the car so fast while on the phone calling and texing. Shit, the police! All right, everyone! Seat belts and make the most matured face you can. We looked at the cops like 'ssupp?' face, HA-HA. Iylia was driving so fast and cutting lines. God.

I went to my tuition and it was Geography subject on that night. Before the teacher went in our class, Iqbal and his friends was making fun of the teacher. We laughed (But I didn't say anything because I haven't see the teacher yet) Iqbal was right, the teacher was a soft type of guy.
But, the best part was, he makes the Geography PMR questions *hek eleh, we don't do examiners, we take who made them.

At 12, I wished Imran happy birthday, but mannn, I was second. Zuhair wished him first, apart from a few seconds.

Today 08 January 2009

I told my mum I was going to school with my scooter. She was furious more than a lioness is furious *erh?

"Eh, karang kau bawak masuk longkang ke apa, mati mak bapak kena masuk penjara tau!"
"Adik bawak all this time, tak mati pun, elok je"
"Jangan nak mengada mengada haaa, sama ada pergi dengan mama or ayah"
"whatever" *hung up
*called back "Dah, esok pergi sekolah dengan mama, jangan nak cari pasal"
"whatever" hung up

I know, I'm so rude.

Study Like A Dog

2009-01-07T15:06:00.005+08:00

YEAH BABY! My dad gave me permission to ride my scooter to school, woo hoo. *just now I've to get away from the cops, greatt. So I lied to my mum saying that I went to school with my dad *sorry ma. I reached school and it was freaking cold I tell you.

After Agama, me and my friends took off our scarfs and went down to science lab. On the way down, shit! our ustazah is still at the corridor. God, we can't let her see us like this. We used the boy's stairs, but our ustazah went down one level as well. Ergh, we had no choice but to face her. She was staring at us, I was so scared, I felt I wanted to pee in my pants. Luckily, she was telling my friend that her kurung was a bit revealing *phew

Our science period was in between our recess time, the teacher asked us to have our recess with the form 4 and 5. But majority wanted to have a normal time recess. Damn. I wanted to see all the cute seniors, HA-HA.

Ah yes, school's over. I saw all the new form 1. So small like tiny people. *erh? Emilia, Imraan and Nabila, all of them asked me the same thing
"Send me home"
Then they was all like "hey, sarah hantar I la", "No, I la"

At the end I sent Imraan home.
Technically, I'm more of a driver to them.

I went to Secret Recipe and went home, I texted Ereen, she said she just reached KFC, greattt.

Extras

Does really studying hard or gifted with knowledge can make you success? Well, guess, it's an easy one.

So How Was It?

2009-01-06T15:13:00.006+08:00

OH MY GOD! It's a miracle. I found my cousin's laptop and my wireless is still functioning. I'm so grateful now. As you all know, at the moment, I can't go online willy nilly because I'm taking a big exam this year. But still, I'll try my best.

I woke up at 5.45 am! I know, for me, it's way early, (way way early) but I was excited to go to school. I got to school, and met all of my friends. Ah yes, I miss the old times.

Imraan and Ali's name wasn't in any class list, so they decided to sit in our class. Yeay! With them, it's like a whole new adventure in comedy all day (including chaos). It was great having them but came Nabila, she said they both have to be in class Kreatif. Aww man. So Don was the only class clown.
In class, our class teacher asked us to nominate one of us to be the class monitor, but no one did. He had no choice but to pick himself. he chose Zuhair, HAHA. Well well Zuhair, you got a lot of responsibility coming ahead.

During English : My teacher asked who's our role model. I didn't quite hear the role word so I was the only one shouted "MEGAN FOX!" Then she said, "What? Dragon Fox?" greaatttt, so everyone laughed.
During recess : I asked Ali to fill my scooter's gas. He laughed and told all of us that I was afraid to fill up my own scooter's gas. I'm now a joke to them, well, whatever, HA-HA.

Just Now, 02.30pm
I met Ali then gave my scooter's keys. Then I met Adib, so I talked and chatted with him. Talking about school, realationships, my ex (HAHA) A few minutes later, Ali came, he said he spilled a bit of diesel at my scooter. Thank god my scooter didn't blow up when I was riding it. I sent Adib at school. Funny story, I haven't stop my scooter yet, he was already trying to get down, so as conclusion, he fell! HA-HA, sorry Adib.

Extras

Playing beautiful songs with the guitar. Soothing through our mind and soul and another easy way to express our feelins and emotions. Telling someone a true story without being told. Guitar players are considered art people, which they have great imaginations and a high skill of creativy. Creating something different and unique yet beautiful is one of their passion.

p/s; Now, it's even harder for me to surf the internet with tons of homework and tuitions cramping in my schedule

Stuck At Dead End

2009-01-03T22:16:00.008+08:00

Mm-hm, today was a bit weird because i did a lot of girl stuff, I mean like cooking and sewing,
HAHA, I know, but believe me, I did. But Shahriel just can't believe it, whatever. I love my mum homemade wholewheat bread, then today, she taught me how to do it. It was awesome, so damn easy (sorry for the word)
The next thing, I still haven't put on my name tags and badges on my uniforms and school is going to start in just a few days.

"Ma, please sew this for me"
"You're a big girl, you can't expect me to do every-- bla bla bla"
"Hishh, fine"

So i tried my luck, and I sew cutely, HAHA, (seriously, im not joking)
I was sewing with my mum while online at the same time, my mum asked me to download her songs, Dayangku Intan, Spring *like in the 19th century. At that point, I was entertaining her with her cavemen songs. greattt.

My dad went to Pavilion, I didn't tag along because I knew I won't get anything, HAHA. he wanted to see my sister working there. Oh oh, and my mum bought me the accessories just like my sisters' at Evita Peroni --whee

Alright Alright, everyone has a New Year resolution. And here's mine
"Try to eat only bread and egg for one and a half month" yeah I need to diet.

It's A Scruffy One

2009-01-01T01:41:00.000+08:00

Ah yes, It's Two Thousand and Nine. New Year people. Oh god I'm getting older and that means, *yeah you know it, PMR. So, I think I won't be able to often update my blog because I'm so sure my mom is going to take the wireless away. Greattttt. But I'll try my best. (Look at the post date, it's 2009, ain't that cool?)

Look at us, gay-ing all around. Location: Nab's house

HAHA, Im with my geeky new specs while eating a candy cane from Hong Kong Nabila gave me. Yeah, I know, I'm getting fatter.

How Do I Meet
Zuhair*white shirt (2002) Oh that's easy, he kicked me then I cried.
Nabila (2004) I was talking to someone then came out of nowhere peeping beside the door "Hello"
Iskandar*green shirt (2007) Can't recall, HAHA *maybe because we're in the same cliques.

Extras

We talked when we're down. Especially when we're occuring nervous breakdown. Talking makes us feel better, expressing deeper in our thoughts. Calling someone for a chat, texting someone to be thought of, seeing someone for comfort.

Recent Food Conversation

2008-12-31T22:01:00.004+08:00

Yesterday 30 December 2008
I took my sister's clothes *I know she's going to be furious I went to Nab's house with Iskandar. We went online, doing her house like our house. Oh then came Imraan, I don't understand why he had to sit on the second floor (at the balcony) while talking to us. So Nab threw her phone up to Imraan, *phew thank god he caught it.

Oh Zuhair called, he wanted to come too, so I picked him up. After that, we cooked maggi. Well actually it's fo me. It was delicious because it was four of us cooked it, with love. But Zuhair just poured in whatever ingredients that's near him, like pepper, salt, *what the heck, he's like making a garbage.
Before I went home, we all vain-ed with Nabila's webcam, HA-HA.

Today 31 December 2008
Oh Maisarah invited me to go to KL today, so yeah I went to KL today, met Iylia, Nabila, Nazrin, Rara, Shahriel, Iskandar, Intan and Hazriq.
I was a bit late to meet Iskandar at Wangsa Maju, this is what he texted me
"TENGAH TUNGGU ALIEN SEBENARNYA"

I checked in my purse, oh shit, my 50 dolar, I went back home but it wasn't there. I got back at the busstop and it was in my purse, I didn't saw it, greattttt! The four of us had lunch at KLCC(Iylia, Is, and Shahriel) Then we met Rara and Mai. We planned to go to Curve, but nahhhh.

My sister called, she was so mad about her clothes! She shouted so loud my eardrum was about to burst, god. *I've told you
We watched 'Histeria' I sat with Shahriel ,my boyf, duh. But instead, he screamed a lot, heh, my hero. We ate at Oldtown, oh and they all enjoyed taking my idiotic pictures. Fine. I got home early with Iskandar. My mom asked me to come and eat at the playground, it's like a gathering or something for new year. Free food, I'm on! *gosh, I sounded like a guy. And now, I'm at Adam's laughing at their stupid jokes while they enjoy bullying me.

Extras

I like Lasagna, that's what Idin and Adam said. And why? because Garfield loves Lasagna. I know, they're just kids, so many kinds of imagination. That's why, sometimes we underestimated kids abilities of a wide range of imagination. Their brain can make any kind of imagination and invent something stupid yet effective and creative.

Unconditional Comeback

2008-12-29T19:13:00.000+08:00

Today is Monday, my mom still got her day off, greatt, now I can't go anywhere. Hazriq invited me tot his some gathering, well, it lokks like i'm not going to come, sorry hazriq. Oh man, I can't remember what I did today, shitt, *that's why, eating too many ants, HA-HA. Oh oh, I got my new specs, haha. nerd alert! I chatted with Kem kem, he got a new specs too. Woah, two nerds bonding today. I asked my mum where's she going, she said she's picking my sister up at Wangsa Maju.
She's working night shift today.

"OH MAAA, wait, i want to follow i want to follow" --whee.

We got there just on time. Then I said
"Well hello there employed person!" yeah I know, I can be very jakun.

HAHA, so my sister told me about this Russian customer
Russian: Well I'm from Moscow Russia, i speak English --very little.
Nissa : yeah okay
Russian: I need this, size Small
Nissa : *taking the shirt* here you go, small
Russian: No no, i need small, small
Nissa : This is small.
Russian: No, small, small, very little one.
Nissa : This is small, small!

GAHAHA, I know, what a drama. Oh yeah, she said working at boutiques was not a walk in the park. She underestimated this kind of job. And, after work, she became all cranky and tense.
I was talking and then "Sarah, can you just shut up!" *BLAGH.
So, I was trying my luck to ask my mum to buy some junkfood, (oh god I'm getting fatter by the minute) I knew she would say no because it was late. I tried, and my mum said "Let's go to 7E" OH MY GOD, it worked! I still can't believe myself, or was she on crack? *nahhhhhh that's mean

Extras

Most of us call it the torture chamber but luckily, there's friends to cheer up our day. That's the reason I love school (i do enjoy Maths, I'm a live geek) Our own story to tell, mischiefs and havocs. Making a long lasting memory together. Oh well, back to school *kringgg.

Forbidden Speech Of Life

2008-12-28T16:03:00.003+08:00

I woke up and *bang Leonardio DeCaprio was in front of me. My sister was watching Titanic. HAHA, what? you guys think Leonardio DeCaprio is going to come to Melawati and stand in front of me. Oh man, Titanic was so touching, I wanted to cry, but I've to suck it all up, because my sister was there, and i'll be a joke to her if I cry. At the end of the story, i said to my sister "That's it?" But i was crying hard inside, HA-HA.

Oh shit, I'm almost out of credits, so i quickly went to the mamak. Hmm, same place same mamak man. I didn't shower the whole day *gross, I know. I was sleeping at 7 pm oh then came the person who gave me life

"SARAH HANES! bangun, dah maghrib! mandi tidak apa tidak, pergi sembahyang, mandi, awak tu perempuan bla bla bla"

"Aaa yee maa, jangan lah bising"

I did my Maghrib prayer and went to my dad's to take a shower. But I didn't, I continued sleeping. I was hungry, so I ordered Mcdonald. It came about an hour *i know, late, but it was raining.
The rider talked to me

Mcd: Ini rumah family ke?
Me : Oh yeah, ayah semua ada ha *cuak kau, rumah mak kat sana
Mcd: *so confused face*
Me : Oh haah, kelakar kan? tahuu
Mcd: *while getting my change* Oh takpa, saya faham, saya faham

HA-HA, the same reaction I get from eveybody else.

Extras

This piece of paper can make us bow down, killing each other. Money. Everyone's aftering it. Some say money is happiness. It's not a permanent happiness, just a temporary happiness. Real happiness are love, true friends and family. But we can't buy it with money, those happiness are priceless, so cherish your every moment with the priceless things in your life.

Try And Find Me

2008-12-27T23:28:00.006+08:00

My sister asked me to wake up at 7 am to get her job at Guess pavilion, *yeah right she woke up at 2 pm! At 1 pm, my mum forced me to go to my neighbour's wedding, well, the only purpose I went to every wedding is to look at cute guys, HA-HA, just look, nothing much, because I have my boyfriend. Oh and at the wedding, my mum kept embarassing me in front of her friends telling I'm not a diet and stuff *roll eyes, try and live with that. Forgot to mention, I met Nini's brother, Faiz, HAHA.

After that, Me and my sister went to KLCC. She wanted to try her luck to get a job there *By that, she wouldn't have to walk all the way to Pavilion. Unfortunately, she didn't got any. She was like 'sold out' HA-HA. Oh and Iskandar called, he said he's at Armand's. They planned to go to Pavilion after this, so yeah, why not we just meet up right? Eyeen invited some of us to go out today, but not many of us can make it, plus, some of us were out of town.

So my sister didn't have any choice but to go to Pavilion. There were many weirdo guys walking so close to me, like tried to breath near my neck, ergh that's annoying. Yeah, maybe I can meet Iskandar and all. She's halfway to get the job at Guess, the staff had to confirm it first. We were walking by Tommy Hilfiger, and there's a job vacancy. I pointed that to my sister. She went straight right in, oh and she got the job, she starts tomorrow *I know, early right.

We ate at Burger King, because we can get free refills, YEAY! I like free sutff, well who doesn't. So yeah then we got home, I called Ereen and Imran, they were both at KL, but separately.
Here's who went out today, separately

Shahriel, Iskandar and Armand
Eyeen and Emilia
Imran and his cousin
*funny thing, we didn't even bump into each other, oh well.

Tonight, I went to emi's house to accompany her all alone on her house, and we went to Yud's house, HAHA. I chatted with Hannah, Shahriel, Iskandar and Armand.

Look at them, all gay in front of the computer, HA-HA
(first picture; hannah, second picture; shahriel, ofie, iskandar and armand)

Oh yeah, I'm still thinking, there's none of my friends even think to throw a New Year's Eve party, sheesh, come on, one of you, make a hell of a party. *easy for me to say, HA-HA

Extras

Which is superior? Girls or Boys? Some say genetically boys are superior than girls, it's scientific fact. I think they're true, but not all women are weak. I can tick off when someone say women are weak, dude, what century are you in? Girls happen to be in the army, girls happen to be police officers. And who's imagination is wider and bolder, the guys or the girls? You tell me.

Coincidence Heartbreak

2008-12-26T22:02:00.007+08:00

I woke and realized my cat was beside me, Milo, he's so gedik. Well, this cat is a bit different because he won't wake up even if I shake him *yeah I know right. My mum woke me up to buy my school books at 9 am. Unfortunately, she left me because I woke up at 11 am, HA-HA. But she fetch me back.

Oh I met Naza at the bookstore. My mom talked to one of my sister's friend Intan. Well her younger sister is the same age as me, then my mom said "why tak bertegur pun?" I was like, "maaa, I don't really know her" Oh Shit, I forgot to bring my cellphone. When I got home, I got 4 missed calls from Nabila. Haha, sorry Nab.

*Oh oh, I just bought a new spectacles. You guys know I'm super blind right

My sister got hungry because my mum still haven't cook lunch. So she's rampaging around the house. Then I took my evening nap, I was woke up by her, the rampage woman, saying she got a job at Guess in Pavilion. I've been sleeping a lot lately, oh god, am I going to die? Ah that's great, so she won't be bugging me onlining anymore. I think i'll be sending her to the bus stop everyday, sheesh.

So I'll be following her tomorrow to Pavilion, and she's wearing all of my good clothes, greatttt. I got a text message from Ereen "Let's hangout tomorrow" HA-HA, well I guess I'll just meet you guys there.

Extras

I remembered all the fights we've been through, the laughs we've been shared. All the great memories, our bonding together. Well, all of that was in the past and always will be. I'm lying if I say I'm not going to miss it. Surely i will. But we should look ahead now, try to be better. Especially to my dear three friends, which I conclude that maybe we're not going to be as we used to. So please prove me wrong.

It Might Kill Me

2008-12-25T15:06:00.000+08:00

My mum woke me up quickly, I was like "Ha? What? Where's the fire?" Actually she wanted to go to the new Jaya Jusco in Keramat *hek eleh. Plus, to buy my school uniform as well. Oh well okay, I got dressed and all and we headed off. I think they wanted to make it like a more of a Pavilion kind, well, you're halfway there. SO! The tough part, finding my size, usually my size sells like hot cakes. We asked all the workers there, same feedback "all out" greatttt, It seems like I'm going to school naked. *nahhh.

Then we decided to go to Wangsa maju instead, ah yes! they got my size. Oh I met Danny "Hai Danny!" We had lunch at Laksa Shack, and now, I'm a Laksa Shack freak.

Oh yeah I forgot, today's christmas. HO HO HO, MERRY CHRISTMAS ALL! especially to Yudish. She invited me to a Christmas celebration at her house, but my mom had an off day, so I can't took my scooter out. sheesh. I really wanted to meet Nabila, but my mum is going back to work on Tuesday, so it's hard for me to sneak off. It has been two days since I last saw Zuhair and Iskandar, it's weird because I usually meet them almost everyday.

Oh yeah, on the way to the Jaya Jusco, Imraan called me. He talked like a perky girl like "hey babe" whatever thingy, iwas like, what the hell man? Are you on crack? HA-HA, but actually he wanted to borrow my scooter, I can give it, but the thing is, both of my mum and dad had a day off, so I can't sorry Imraan.

At this moment, I miss my friends now, all of them. I think, on Tuesday, Im going to meet up all of my friends. Even if I have to go to each of their houses, *beraya la sikit <33

Extras

It's time to get out of that someone else's shadow.

Be As Unique As You Are, Breathe A New Air

Mega Chick - A - Roo

2008-12-24T17:58:00.000+08:00

I'm too tired to go out today, so did Iskandar but Nab asked us to go to her house, but we said some other time aite? I'm still frustrated because I still haven't got my Seventeen December issue. I need to send this entry form, so i went to the 7 Eleven to buy some envelopes. Oh, it was my neighbour worked as a cashier, I barely even knew him, and the first word I spoke to him "ha, berapa?" usually with some new we say "Hi!" HA-HA.

I went home but then I got this craving for Twisties Lurve chips, I know I can be very unpredictible at some point. I went back to 7 Eleven. On the way home, I went on the wrong way, I went on the street where it's the police territory. Oh Shit! Five cops looked at me, so I made my 'Hey-I'm-Eighteen years old- And-I'm-Mature' face.

My sister just got back from the driving license thingy, then she asked me to drove my mum's car without her permission. I was like, are you crazy woman? Do you want to kill people? You gotta have an adult permission *woah, spoken like a true responsible person, haha. So that night, my dad got home, and it's time for my sister to try driving, oh my god! hehe.

We were all set to go in the Mercedes *ceh. But my sister got scared and just froze there. So my dad asked me to drive first, to show to my sister how to drive *i was so proud, HA-HA. I drove to Deen because my dad wanted to eat. Plus my sister wanted to eat Roti Boom.

I'm not sure why they call it Roti Boom, maybe the inventor was experimenting something new and then heard an explosion, BOOM! there was Roti Boom, okay enough crapping.

We got home, I forced my sister to drive, because she's the one who's going to take the licence, not me. So yeah, we switched places and she started driving. My dad says, if she's not confident enough, she should hit the breaks. It was funny how she drove it, she became panic with her surroundings, even a kid walked around (not in front of the car) she screams. She was shaking, literally! HA-HA, well newbies. My dad asked to turn left she breaks, when my dad asked to turn left, she breaks. She breaks almost all the time. For a while, she got the hang of it.

My dad took a spin in the Land Rover truck, so I sat at the back of the truck in the open air. I thought he was going around the neighbourhood, but he went to Kampung Kemensah *semi-forest place. I was a bit spooky going trough the woods but extremely cold, even more when I was wearing my shorts.

Extras

Frustration can be harmless but yet, they can be so powerful until the one has to 'give-up'. Powerful frustration is about love. Some powerful frustration can cause mental damage, the one can become a killer, obsesser, revengeful. Take care of our heart and emotions, as it is our first and last. Seduction leads to destruction.

Genuine Crooks

2008-12-23T15:03:00.002+08:00

I woke up today and felt so hot, i tried to open the fans, then my maid said, the electric is going to be back on at 7 pm due to some technical difficulties. Oh yeah I forgot, Zuhair had told me about that last night. Hmm, what to do,
*Kring Kring, ah yes! Zuhair called, he said he was hungry, so yeah I got dressed and pick him up to go to Is's house. We met Iskandar and the three of us rode the scooter to get some lunch*umph, suit yourself.

I want to ask you, do I look like a live alien from Jupiter? People kept staring at me, Im not sure why, it's disturbing, sheesh. I ordered teh-o-ais limau, as usual when I go to Mamak. Dude, it was so sweet like they poured in a box of sugar in it, man you guys sure wanted me to get diabetes, then i'll go home I've to cut off my own legs.

I sent them at Is's house for a while because I need to buy my Seventeen magazine, the December issue because i lost that issue somewhere, so I don't care, I need it. I went to every stall near Is's house but no, I didn't get one. I took Zuhair and went to Melawati to find one.

I parked my scooter and walked, OH SHIT, the cops! act natural. Luckily they didn't saw us and I went to the magazine stall. OH MY GOD, they got the January 2009 issue, even better! HA-HA, I'm just like a kid who just got a box of candy. but I didn't have enough money to buy the both issue. You know what, Emilia was in the magazine! haha, she got the beauty part, hehe.

I got back on my scooter, OH MAN, the cop's car parked near my scooter. I rode off quickly, Zuhair had gone home. I was halfway to my school, GREATTT, another cop's car parked in front. *urgh, just my luck today. So I quickly went back to Is's house, *phew nothing happened.

I read the magazine for a while with Is, haha, what a gay. We were so bored then we decided to go to a Cyber Cafe *yeah I know, pathetic. Then, we decided to go to Wangsa Maju to take his pictures from the lomo camera. Zuhair followed. We reached there, and dude, she (the worker) said there wasn't any photos in the film! Mann, all of our photos, we were so disappointed. Zuhair asked Is to sue the company. *what the heck. After that all tragedy, we all went back home. And now I'm a joke to my little sister because I pronounce lettuce "let-tius" I know, laugh it up.

p/s; people like bus driver or a mobile phone worker can be so arrogant, oh yeah and obnoxius. Hey, just because you don't have a life, you don't have to have attitude problem.

Extras

Rumours said, going to the best school, we can make it anywhere. Well I don't believe that crap. We can be succesful anywhere if we put our mind to it. I can be the smartest kid in my school but it's just my surroundings and social environmental makes it so hard, that means I didn't set my mind to it. I know, that type of school effects our studies, but I think it only effects about 20% Maybe we're not going to see each other in college soon, goodbye good 'ol friends.

Everybody's A Critic

2008-12-22T14:29:00.002+08:00

Today wasn't very interesting. I did'nt do much of an adventure. As usual, I went to Iskandar's house. It's more like my second home, ha-ha. I didn't have money at this point, I'm not sure why. sheesh, I'm broke, I gotta lay low for a while. I went to Is's house. The usual stuff, gossip, online and chatting.

On my way, I met Ajim, so yeah I gave him a lift to Melawati, like i said, I like helping people.
*kring kring, Nini called, she asked me a favour. She told her mum that i bought her Mcdonalds instead of Pecal. *just to cover-ups. All done.

I called Imran to see how's he doing, I talked to him for a while, then

*kring kring Zuhair called asked me a favour. He asked to take his CD from Iskandar's house. After that, I went back to Iskandar's house, took it and rode off. On my way, I met Ajim *again I gave him a lift to J street. On the way, I stopped by at Zuhair's house for the CD.

While on the scooter with Ajim, I can't stop laughing because he kept making his stupid jokes, HA-HA. He's a joke machine I tell you.

Extras

Ego can bring men to become agressive and abnoxious. *ergh. Why do most guys have male ego? because they're male, obviously. Wearing expensive watches, designer's shoes can boost up their egos, by showing off those items. So yeah that's it. But not all guys have egos, this kind of guys we should look up to. Don't get me wrong, but still
all guys are great in different ways.